I See You (Jungkook × Reader) 18+

C H A P T E R 4 3

Jungkook's Pov

Was it my fault? Did I act too much on my own thoughts?

I didn't even care to listen to what she has to say but I jumped into my own conclusions. I know she isn't the kind of person to cheat on me, she would never. But why am I doubting her?

I shouldn't have asked her that question. Whether she slept with my hyungs. That was solely my mistake. I know she wouldn't!

Why did I let my mind control me at that moment instead of listening to my heart?

I'm so stupid!! This is all my fault.

I should appologize.

But she shouldn't have cuddled together with Jimin hyung as well.

Is it my fault that we faught? Will we be able to solve it and get past this?

I don't plan to let her go as well so I will appologize no matter whose fault it is cause it seems like we both have our own parts in this arguement. But mainly me.

I made my way to the door but my steps halted.

We need a moment to think by ourselves. We need to calm down cause right now we aren't in our right minds.

Wanting to think and calm down a little before talking, I turned around to head into the bathroom.

Removing my clothes and getting in the shower, I let the water rinse my body and my mind of all the thoughts to relax. The cold water slid down my body making me miss her little touches and the comforting warmth that radiates into me as she holds my body against her tiny frame.

I miss her so much.

I don't know how long I stayed under the cold water but after my thoughts were cleared, I got out.

Getting dressed in normal sweats, I opened the door.

"You guys will be the death of me one day." Jin hyung was screaming loudly that his voice is echoeing through every wall. "Lock the freaking doors when you come inside. How many times do I have to tell you all to not leave the balcony door unlocked! If a thief comes in and kill me, I'm gonna hunt you all down and take you to hell with me."

I smiled as I followed the screaming hyung downstairs. Grabbing myself a glass of water before heading to the living room, I checked for the familier face.

Suga hyung was slumped on the sofa while chewing on something with his eyes closed. Jin hyung was next to him scolding Suga hyung for eating before dinner. V hyung was lying on the floor staring at the TV. Jimin hyung was no where to be found. Hobi hyung is dancing to a song and Namjoon hyung is scrolling through the phone.

Where is Y/n?

I made my way towards the hyungs and sat down.

"Hyung." I called out.

"Which one?" V hyung asked.

"Anyone. Did you see Y/n?" I asked with a little hesitancy.

"Why are you asking it from us? I was going to ask you." Jin hyung said. "I need her to help me with this dish I'm planning to cook."

"No one saw her?" I asked with surprise.

"Nope. Although I came here around 5 minutes ago." V hyung said while all the other said they were the same.

I went towards Hobi hyung who removed his earphones. "Hyung did you see Y/n?"

"Nope. Why?"

"I just can't find her." I mumbled feeling a little scared at her not being anywhere. We are not in good terms now. Did she leave here and go somewhere?