Newtxreader

Chapter-nine♡︎

After i said that i regretted it instantly.

When Newt heard me say those words he imediatly tightend the hug not speaking just staying in a close hug.

After around a minute of standing at the gate of the school hugging i heard quiet sobs from Newt.

"a-are you c-crying" i stuttered.

"no......well...yes.Im sorry its just why didnt you tell me i could have helped more"

"i just i just couldnt tell anyone or they might get hurt to.And look what ive done now your hurt and crying because of me"

"i have to go home"you finished

"No no y/n wait " he said

but i had already ran half way down the street.

He tried to run after me but after about two minutes and one million turns i lost him.

𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆?

𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐?

𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆?

𝒏𝒐 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒆?

𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆?

𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕

All these thoughts were racing through my head while i was running home.

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When i made it home i didnt see any lights on so that meant i got home before my father which i was so happy about i mean to happy.

I walked in the door and got a bottle of water then went straight to my room.I quickly locked my door and put my dresser up against it to juat to be safe for when my father comes home.

I didnt have any homework and my fatger wasnt home yet so i did what i did everytime i have some peace and quiet.

I read and it sounds dorky but reading books normally fantasy which is my favourite btw i get to see other lives.Perfect lives.Lives where families are perfect,both of the parents love eachother alot whether its mom and mom or dad and dad or mom and dad.

I love imagining that im the main character in the book so for just a while i can pretend i have a perfect life just for a while tho then i come back to reality.

And the sad truth is that i dont have anywhere near a perfect life.I have the opposite of a perfect life to say the least.

𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒊𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒖𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒐 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒖𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒅𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒊 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆.ಠ_ಠ