"Kiss me under moonlight"
After the conversation with the General, Jin felt guilty and empty. He doesnt know what to do, so he ran, ran as fast as he could to the nearest mountain as he scream on top of his lungs. The intoxicating aroma of the missiles spread like a wildfire on his nose filling his empty lungs, suffocating him alongside his snags. Until he felt like giving up, breathing in and out below the Narra tree gasping for air. Fuck the cruel world, fuck everything, he thought as his mind wondered about his brother, Jungkook.
As soon as he calmed down a neighing horse was heard, he leaned his head back on the Narra tree feeling weak and unable to fight back. 'I saw you crying back there' a deep voice utter. He felt the tall figure sitting beside him as he looked at the stars giving no response.
"You know when the war started a long time ago, I felt hopeless too. I lost my family, my friends, and even my fiancé. But I never gave up instead I became a soldier as slight vengeance, with so much perseverance I never thought I would be a General. Funny right? I've got to protect other people but I couldn't protect my own family" Jin finally looked beside him, it was indeed the highest General.
The wind brushed into their bodies, silently and one by one the infinite meadows of heavens blossomed specks of dazzling stars in the blue tinted sky. Jin felt tears forming at the edge of his eyes listening through the General's hardships. "You know stars doesn't shine without darkness, just like our existence. Whenever I look at the stars, I always question the universe why does it have to be too cruel that the pain doesn't stop" the General lit his tobacco.
The tears finally left in Jins glossy eyes. "M-my brother is the only cause of happiness, I can't loose him in this way" he felt warm tears falling on his lap "Then fight for him" "b-but how?" "It's simple Seokjin" The General touched Seokjin's hair tucking it behind is ears as Jin felt the warm breathe of the General. "Fight for him not becuase you wanted revenge, but to seek justice. You get into fights with the people you care about the most, becuase it's worth fighting for. Just like I did, I joined the army because I had to seek justice, and in return I saved millions of lives because I don't want them to end up like my family."
The General's words made his eyes sting even more. He hugged him tightly as he gave warmth in return. The latter just burried his face on the General's chest making his clothes wet from tears, they were both laying on the grass, fireflies simultaneously glowed as the wind blowed even more making the trees rustle as if it was whisphering a tuneful melody. Flowers were falling from the branches as the moon dismayed a bright strings of light.
After Seokjin finally calmed down he looked at the General before gazing once again on the stars.
"What does it feels like to fight various European and international theatres of war?" Jin query the highest General Kim Namjoon.
"Hmm..the feeling for unsturdy trench involved the terror of mud, slime and disease and the constant threat of shellfire. Heavy artillery and new weapons such as poison gas threatened death from afar, but hand to hand combat with clubs and knives killed many during the grisly business of trench raids."
General Namjoon inhaled the tobacco as he let out thick smoke. "W-why do you smoke" Jin interrogate once again. "It's a slow suicide, A General myself is hopeless, wars don't bring lasting peace only lasting deaths. Wouldn't it better if I drew death closer" The General threw it on the ground. Jin didn't utter a word as he was taken aback. A long moment if silence took place.
"Now stand up, we'll have trainings tomorrow, get some re-" before the General could tell him to stand up Seokjin was already sleeping softly. Namjoon delicately slid his hands on Jin's head and waist as support, riding his horse once again carefully trying not to wake up the latter. He prudently place him on his bed looking at the features one by one, he remembered how beautiful his fiancé was.
Just like Seokjin. Big doe eyes when you look at it you'll catch a glimpse of heaven where you'll find paradise, when he pouts his red wine lips it felt like a gun into my face, those curves that I want to touch not just physically but within his mind, discover the things he kept locked away. After starring interminable, Namjoon took his jacket off to cover the latter as he lit another tobacco making his way on the terrace to refresh and reinvigorate his body untying his deep thoughts as he inhaled deeply, spiritually rebooting his soul as the stars twinkle even more.
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"Wake your asses up, the General's waiting for all of you outside" Jin heard the loud voice coming outside, as rays of sunlight struck his epidermis his eyes roamed around the room as he wasn't familiar with the surrounding. He felt a warm embrace from his thighs, it was the General's coat, he got a sniff from the cloth as the scent lingers it's like a drug to him like his own personal brand of heroin.
Before he leave, a lovely box caught his attention attracting his body to move closer, beside it was a picture of a beautiful woman looking at him straight in the eyes. On the picture was a golden cresent locket that the latter noticed the General was wearing the same too. After starring for 10 minutes straight he finally took the chance to hold the photo. Every picture tells a story, while holding it, it somehow felt weird, until he remembered the woman on the photo.
A hurricane of thoughts once embraced his mind again, she's the general fiancé, it felt eerie to have a conversation with her. The last words she told was "Please take him to the moon for me" until she slowly dissipated in thin air. He snapped his thoughts as he slowly bring the picture back hurriedly ran outside for the upcoming training.
When he opened the door the first thing he saw was chaos, he tried to join in with the crowd but instead he was pushed back and forth as the people agressively wait for the snacks and clothes for military services. "Line up and get your clothes here" The General screamed. Which caused them obey, the General was indeed intimidating.
"Jin?" I hesitantly looked at the back as the voice wasn't familiar. I looked at the person who called as I gave him a questioning look. "It's me Chanyeol!!" He smiled widely, "C-Chanyeol?" I hugged him thightly as we reunite again, he's my childhood bestfriend. He showered me wet kisses on my chest and cheeks, I blushed immediately when a lot of people stared at us even the General. He pulled me closer on the waist "C-Chanyeol this is embarassing, were not kids anymore" I said blushing even harder when he create a smack sound "Oh come on it's been a long time Jin, why can't I touch my bestfriend" After the conversation we got ready together changing our clothes into military ones.
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Dear J from 1965 // Namjin
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