(A/N Unexpected turn, guys)
Luke's P.O.V
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I sat on my bed crying.
"It's been two months, Calum! Two months and he won't answer any of my calls!" I cried into the receiver.
He sighed.
"I'm sorry, buddy. I don't know. He won't talk to me or Mikey either. I don't know what's wrong."
I paused and sniffled.
"Do you know where he lives?" I whimpered through the phone.
"Luke, I'm sure he's fine."
"But you just said you don't know what's wrong!" I cried.
"I know, I know. I'm sorry. Look, call Michael and ask for Ashton's address." He hung up.
I sobbed and with shakey fingers and hands, I dialed Michael's phone.
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It's been two months since camp ended and school started. Two months since I last saw Ashton. Two months since I last spoke to him.
Maybe he was relieved that I was gone. Maybe he realized how ugly and horrible I was and decided to just keep leading me on until he was finally free of me.
I closed my eyes as I pulled up to a red light.
Michael had given me Ashton's address and I was grateful.
But I'm starting to regret trying to find him.
I never thought of why he wouldn't have called or texted. At least send me some sort of sign that he's okay.
"Maybe I should just turn around and go back home," I whispered.
And so I did.
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"This is killing you, Luke," my mom said as she sat across from me on my bed, rubbing her thumb over my hand.
I sniffed and looked away.
"I'm fine. I'll get over him, I promise."
Just like he got over me.
"Luke, you haven't talked to him in weeks," my mother cried.
"Two months, to be exact. Almost three," I whispered the last part and my bottom lip started to tremble. I bit my lip to keep from my mom noticing, but my tears betrayed me.
I stood up adruptly.
"I just don't understand!" I cried. I tugged at my hair.
"Why hasn't he called? What did I do? I know I'm repulsive, but dammit! He said he loved me. We made love. Three times!" I cried. I started hitting the wall, punching it. I didn't care about the pain it brought upon my knuckles, no. The pain was relieving.
I felt arms wrap around my torso and pull me back.
Ben.
I kicked and screamed, cursing Ashton mentally and verbally.
"He's ruined me!" I screamed and suddenly, I felt tired.
Ben sat down on my bed and pulled me to his chest.
"He's ruined me..." I whimpered and soon fell asleep.
(A/N Wow, the drama)
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