As the weeks pass by, they both don't know how to feel. They share kisses, hold hands, go on dates and just do dumb couply things.
They're in the cafetaria with their friends. Things have been going well between them, they feel happy and alive.
By now they've admitted to each other that they're happier than they've been in a long time. They're content in the relationship and sometimes it's hard to remember that it's all a game.
Sapnap is just talking to their friends as he feels Karl pull him in a hug from behind. Sapnap loves to feel his taller (boy?)friend's arms around his waist, it makes him feel warm. He feels a soft kiss being placed on his neck and he feels Karl resting his head on his shoulder, looking down at his arms around Sapnap's waist. Sapnap places his hands on Karl's and turns an awkward turn to kiss the taller man on his cheek. Sapnap's face breaks into a fond smile as he hears Karl's giggle.
But it's all a stupid game and he's losing.
Neither of them know how the other is feeling and if they're being honest, they both don't quite know how they're feeling themselves, they just let it happen for now.
Karl knows he's really close to losing the game, but he doesn't really know if he minds or not, because right now it feels like they wouldn't "break up" if he broke down his walls completely.
But what if he's wrong? What if it's all still a game? What if Sapnap just sees him as a friend? Damn, that would be awkward. He needs advice and he needs it quick, so he does the only logical thing, he texts his friend George: the only one with maybe a little bit of common sense in their friendgroup.
Gogy
George, I desperately
need your help
Sure Karl, what's up?
So, I have some explaining to do...
Karl, what did you do-
It's nothing bad, jeez
Okay good,
because I'm not hiding you
from the fbi
ANYWAY
so, me and Sapnap are dating,
right?
Yeah...
Well, it's all a game.
Basically we act like we're dating,
we make out, hold hands, cuddle,
go on dates and all that shizzle,
the first person who falls in love,
Loses
SO YOU'VE BEEN LYING
Yes, but that's not important rn
I need help.
Lemme guess
you like him
Well yeah, obviously,
but idk if I should tell him,
Because idk if he likes me.
Karl, bestie, are you blind?
He looks at you like the sun shines
out of your ass
Do you really think so?
But do I tell him or not?
It's truly all up to you,
I'd advice you tell him,
but I understand your fears
and the fact that you don't
want to lose.
Karl closes his phone and knows he should tell Sapnap, but Sap seems so content in what they have now, why would he make it complicated?
He decided against it and moves on with his day. He let's Sapnap bring him home, they don't hang out today, but they say goodbye with a small "makeout session" in Sapnap's car.
Karl finally leaves the car safely, with slightly swollen lips, messy hair and a faint blush on his cheeks. Before Karl went out of the car, Sapnap looked at him in awe for a few seconds, just admiring what he did to the man.
Sapnap drives home with one thought in his head: "I want to do this more often."
