Daily dose of thoughts: I wasn't myself for months and nobody noticed.
Hi my lovies, it's Silvia again. I know I haven't posted in months but all I can say is that I am sorry and I love you guys. Thank you for being here for me even now after so long. I hope you guys have fun and enjoy this chapter I wrote after months. I finally started writing again because this is one of the very things that helps me but my mood effects my writings so much, so i usually try not to write when i am not feeling myself and just tried to lose myself in books and drowned in thoughts. But I really wanted to write again so here I am. I understand not allot of old readers would read it and i am sorry again that i didn't publish this sooner. But yeah i will try to update once every 10-15 days. Again THANK YOU and I AM SO SORRY.
So without further delay, here is the chapter. Thank you for bearing with me ❤️ enjoy loviesss!
BEWARE! BEWARE! BEWARE! MATURE/SMUT/OFFENSIVE THINGS ARE INCLUDED IN THIS STORY!
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⚠️MATURE CONTENT⚠️
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My μικρή κορίτσι( little girl), she was absolutely beautiful, sleeping in my arms. I can't stop looking at this little perfection and I can't believe I didn't have her from the start.
Honestly her father is a son of a bitch, but her, she looks like an angel and the way she expresses everything with her eyes and expressions.
I chuckle remembering how she was so fierce even when she had been out from anesthesia for so long, even when she knew it was useless, she never gave up.
She is like a little cat, no a little tiger. So wild and fierce but so fucking fragile and delicate.
"My Μικρό λουλούδι( little flower)."
I sigh.
For the first time in my life, I can't pay attention to my work.
It's not that I like work or I don't. It's just work.
But right now I absolutely abhor it.
Not having my μικρή Λουλούδι (little flower) infront of me, not being able to listen to her, taking her in my arms, has me going crazy and I haven't even known her for a month.
I chuckle remembering her how her little face looked so full of feelings with her anger but also her kind eyes, regardless of her situation, her beautiful heart.
I sigh again.
This is bad. I am falling for her bad.
It would have been better if she was only a κορίτσι (girl) who was pretty, but she is way more than that.
If only she was a pretty face I could fuck her twice and dump her to her rich γιος μιας σκύλας (son of a bitch) dad, instead she had to be absolutely amazing.
The way she speaks, the way her eyes lit up, they have me completely γοητεύω (mesmerized).
It makes me want to protect her from everything and hide her away. For forever.
But she won't like that, she absolutely won't like that. So instead I just want her to accept me and I'll get her the stars and the moon if she wants.
I might seem like a μπάσταρδος (bastard) as I have done a full background check, but her day to day check and reading her information has me shocked more and more.
I have met many rich daddy's daughters, but never has there been a girl who has been so down to earth, so childish but so very brave, so intelligent but so naive.
It's like the world has never touched her with bad intentions, just like a child with eyes full of wonder.
And all that is mine. So fucking mine.
I look at the clock seeing it's 10 to 4. I completed absolutely no shit work. And I'm done for the day. I wanna see το μωρό μου (my baby) and I don't care how much importance this all is.
If they always need a boss than why should I hire employees with so damn much money.
I take my coat and button it up while I leave my office when I see Mrs. Davis, one of the very few people I actually respect and care about.
"Sir, you have a meeting in about 15 minutes." She says while looking up from her documents.
"I won't be attending the meeting today, get Samson to attend in my place and give me a thorough report on it by tomorrow evening."
She nods, "Of course, should I cancel your other appointments for the day too?"
I think about it for a moment, "Cancel the ones which are not very important and reschedule the important ones for next week."
"Sir one of our important clients have already reached at our destination for our meeting and is already discussing next Mayrleross project with our team, you need to attend that meeting after they come to terms with us."
I sigh, "I'll get Ryan to attend it, delay it for an hour."
"Certainly sir." She notes on her diary.
I nod, "That would be all, I'll be leaving now."
"Goodbye, have a good evening."
"You too."
I get into the elevator when I call Ryan.
After two rings he picks it up.
"Hello αφεντικό (boss), ποια είναι τα νέα σου (what's up)?
(A/n: idk if it's correct tho, I don't speak Greek lmaaao, sorry if it isn't ;-;)
"We have a new project going on and I need you to attend today's meeting instead of me."
"Uh.....αφεντικό (boss), when's the meeting?"
"In about 50 minutes, come straight to the main house afterwards."
I hear him mumble afew curses under his breath before he sighs probably giving up.
"εντάξει (okay), Εσύ είσαι το αφεντικό (you're the boss.)" He grumbles.
I hang up as I get off the lift and get to the car to go home. To go to my μικρή κορίτσι( little girl).
I reach home and I ask one of the maids where my Λουλούδι (flower) is, they tell me they haven't seen her.
I nod thinking she's still in the room. I check the room but she's not there. I frown.
I call for the butler and he tells me that she wanted to roam around freely so he didn't send anyone to supervise her. Though I didn't like that she's walking around without afew guards but she's at home so I know it's fine.
I smile thinking how she's slowly starting to get interested in where she is even if it's probably to escape.
I tell the butler to ask around and find out where my Λουλούδι (flower) is.
After 5 minutes one of the maids come up to say she saw Illona go inside underground gaming room, I frown.
"S..so....sorry Sir I didn't know if we weren't supposed to let her go there."The maid stutteringly tells me.
I wave my hands for everyone to leave and I go look for my Μικρό λουλούδι( little flower).
I reach the underground gaming room which is like a club. I see people sitting in the sitting lounge. Some girls on them and people just chilling when my eyes caught Illona.
I smile with relief but my smile soon hardened when I saw a man beside her.
'Who is that γαμημένο γιος σκύλα (fucking son of a bitch)?'
I go to where she is and see ciel, one of my trusted commanders and Stefan, the little boy who does small drug dealings under the table for us.
I stand a little far from Ciel when Stefan notices me and before he can say anything I show him a hush sign.
He nods and starts taking Illona's plate.
I can see Illona just finished eating as Stefan was clearing her plate of pasta.
I can't hear them from here but I can see her laughing with them which makes me feel irritated.
She hasn't known them for more than afew hours and she has let herself free while with me all I get is her sarcastic remarks and disrespect.
I feel my irritation turn to anger and jealousy when I see Illona leaning close towards Ciel, almost close to kissing him.
I walk hastily to their side and push Ciel off the his seat.
"Τι στο διάολο γαμη-?(What the fuck you motherfu-?)" He says irritated but shuts his mouth after he sees me.
I feel someone staring at me and I turn my head to see Illona looking at me with a slight smirk on her face.
Her hand supporting her head and her eyes drowsy and she looks absolutely breath taking just sitting there, her eyes on me, with a slight naughty smirk, almost as if taunting me.
Without taking my eyes off her, staring into her eyes while she's looking deep into my eyes, I sign everyone to leave and with in next few seconds everyone is gone.
Now it's just her and me.
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