Thinking Back

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THINKING Back
was I really trying, was I really pushing myself or was I just waiting WAITING, waiting to be TAKEN AWAY
Taken away from this world.

THINKING Back
When was I really genuinely HAPPY and not just FAKING it
Who am I really? I wonder
Like I really want to know
I'm not shedding one tear, not one bit.

THINKING Back
I'm honestly just HOPELESS
I'm just a LONER
I got no problem with that though
cause I am like an ALPHA
An alpha WITHOUT A PACK.

THINKING Back
Did I love too hard?
Did I try my best?
Was my WALLS too HIGH.

THINKING Back
I just wanted to feel needed.

~J

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