The Hide Out

part 84.

A: oh um im gonna talk to my doctor and go to bed so ill see you tomorrow.

B: you sure you don't want me to stay with you.

A: no im fine go spend time with your brother.

B: okay baby i love you.

A: love you too.

I gave her a kiss and she left i went into my room and sat down. My doctor looked down like she was going to say something bad.

A: you can say it i know its bad.

Dr: okay well you have acute myeloid leukemia which is the worst one, when you have this you usually have for to six months even with aggressive chemo but you have gone a while without symptoms which is surprising. Anyway you went about two and a half months with out knowing and you don't want chemo this time correct?

A: yeah.

Dr: im very sorry honey but you have less than four months.

A: okay thank you.

I waited till she walked out to cry. I completely broke down. I got all my stuff together and sat on my bed waiting for her to come back. I waited for about 20 minutes but she came back.

Dr: okay i have a nausea medicine and some acid pills for your throwing up. Do not over work yourself or your going to feel ten times worse.

A: okay do i have to stay overnight still.

Dr: if you don't want to no.

A: okay thank you for everything.

Dr: call if you feel anything out of the ordinary or those nausea pills don't work.

A: alright have a good rest of your night.

I grabbed my bag and left i got in my car and played my music and just drove around for an hour crying. I finally went home and went strait to bed.

Ω the next morning Ω

I woke up to a couple texts from billie and my mom. I texted my mom back she just asked me how i was feeling. I went to billies contact and called her.

B: good morning.

A: good morning can i come over?

B: what's going on are you okay?

A: we need to talk.

B: yeah come over.

I got up and found some shoes. I didn't bother changing. I got to her house and went up to her room.

A: hey.

B: sit down what's going on.

A: um there is no way of making this sound good so im just gonna say it. I um i acute myeloid leukemia and i uh i have less than four months.

B: FUCK.

She got up and ran her hands threw her hair and started pacing she punched the wall and it made a hole i jumped when she punched the wall. I've never seen her this upset. I got up and got finneas.