What coincidence, that the next day in school, Matt confronts me about the party and tries to convince me, that he really likes me and that he wants to have more than just a hook up with me. I obviously said no. He wasn't even that cute! I saw Joey a few times in the hallway. It was really embarrassing to see anyone mostly because i slept in a car last night and i looked like trash. No one was really talking to me and i think its because Joey told his friends, and his friends told well everyone.
Some people looked at me disgusted, like i was some sort of monster. I ended up having my first anxiety attack since two months ago. I couldn't handle all of the eyes staring at me, like i was an alien. And the fact that no one even cared that i was having an attack, that made it a little worse. But finally after crying and trying to catch my breath, the end of the day bell rang and i rushed to my car walking with my head down, kind of hoping that i would've gotten hit by a bus. But i didn't unfortunately...
I frantically drove home hoping that i would get home in a matter of like 5 minutes but it ended up feeling like 8 hours. I didn't even say Hi to my parents or anything, i just ran in and speeded into my bedroom. I cried and cried. Joey was the best thing that ever happened to me. Nothing was ever awkward around him, everything felt.. just right. I've only ever cried over one guy in m life and that was when i lost my older brother, Austin. So Joey better feel hella luck right now. I miss him.
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The Lost World of Jenna O'Donnel
غموض / إثارة15 year old Jenna O'Donnel, has a serious mental issue which raises her stimulation to... well kill. And, if that's not bad enough she's bipolar, and was physically abused during her early childhood, then put in a long term foster home. Although sh...
