Joey was the one I had lost my virginity to. Joey was my first true love, he was the one that my friends and family had loved. He was the one i loved... for the longest time.
I had started thinking to myself: What if this is all happening for a reason?? What if he isnt the one for you? You should know better than to beat yourself up like this. If he really loved you, he'll take you back when you ask. Just give it four days. Don't talk to him, dont talk or think about him, but if you still miss him then you go up to him get on your fucking knees and beg him to tale you back. You know you fucked up but maybe he doesnt, and you need to point that out to him. Just give it some time Jenna.
"Jenna!!! Wake up youre going to be late for school!!"
I woke up, startled. I took a quick peek at my phone for the time and it read 7:15. I always drive to school and it takes about six minutes from my house so that means i have four to get ready for school. I throw my hair up in a bun, apply concealer and some mascara and toss a piece of mint gum in my mouth, and im out the door on my way to the worst day of my life number two.
I drive into the the parking lot just to make it at 7:25. The first person i see is Joey standing in front of the school talking to all of my girlfriends. I woke up this morning so rushed i didn't even have any time to think about him. Until I saw him standing there. I storm into the school not paying any attention to them until i feel someones large warm hand being placed on my shoulder, I turn around abruptly to see that it was Joey.
"Look if you're just going to say something to make me feel bad please just dont. I'd rather not have an anxiety attack the last day before winter break." I whipser-shout to him as i stare down at my feet because i cant look at him unless i want to end up crying right before school starts.
"Jenna... i just wanted to say i'm sorry for not taking you back. i miss you, I loved you like i've never loved anyone before, i'm nothing without you. Please forgive me for being such a stubborn asshole. Please take me back. i need you."
"Look Joey... I've had so many insane thoughts going through my mind lately, and i just don't even know whats right and whats wrong. I just need some time to process what i feel some more and then i'll let you know. But for the next four days please refrain from talking to me." I say as i storm away into my homeroom class.
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The Lost World of Jenna O'Donnel
Misterio / Suspenso15 year old Jenna O'Donnel, has a serious mental issue which raises her stimulation to... well kill. And, if that's not bad enough she's bipolar, and was physically abused during her early childhood, then put in a long term foster home. Although sh...
