Do you love me....

What Now...?

Rays POV

     Its been about a week since me and Norman broke up. I've been doing good, y'know I've been busy, reading some books, keeping busy....

 Im a liar. I can't do this, I'm a mess. I haven't been at school for the last week, Indigo brought me my homework and told me what goes on at school. He told me Norman had started dating some cheerleader, everything he said after that was muted, all I can think about now is Norman.

   Indigo's been really nice, it feels like he's my only friend nowadays. I lost it and yelled at Emma, we haven't spoken since. No one ever visits me. I know i'm scaring my mom and Alyssa, but I dont know what to do. 

      On top of all of that, I think I might be developing feelings for Indigo. But that impossible right? I mean, there's no way I could possibly fall in love with someone that quickly, especially considering i just had a break up. God why is life so confusing?

       As much as I'd love to sit in my room and wallow in my self pity(dont judge me till you've tried it), mom said i need to go to school tomorrow before my grade slips even more. Luckily Indigo said he'd stick with me the entire day, and he'd pick me up tomorrow morning. So at least I have something to look forward to....

Normans POV

  I hate this.

...Is something i wish i could say. I cant though. If i'm being honest, i feel like a jerk. But I don't regret dating Sakura. She's sweet and funny, and so so hot. Sure sometimes I think of Ray, but I think its better this way. Emma refuses to speak to me, she slapped me. For someone so small she still managed to leave a bruise.

So, yeah, I guess im fine. I just wish Ray would stop being such a drama queen, honestly missing school for a week because of a break up? Overdramatic much.

Indigo punched me in the face on thursday when he heard me tell sakura that. He totally has a crush on Ray, why else would he defend him.

I mean, It's not like I'm jealous. Right?

~Next morning

Rays POV

 Ugh. Who told the sun it could show up this early?

On the bright side mom woke me up with coffee, Alyssa took it upon herself to pick out my clothes while i was in the shower. I think I'm getting better, I actually felt excited to see Indigo.

And if i happened to spend more time on my looks, no one had to know...

DING

"Raaaaayyyy, Indigo's here!"

"Thanks Alyssa, I'll be down in a sec" I yelled right back.

I took one last breathe and looked myself in the eyes, examining my appearance one last time. Alyssa had surprisingly good taste, she picked out a baggy black hoodie that said ' I dont need twitter I'm already following you', and a pair of form fitting blue jeans. Okay maybe her taste isnt amazing but it works.

I grabbed my bag and headphones and slipped out my door down the stairs.

I sliped down the banister letting the momentum carry me past the end of the railing and right into a muscular chest, I looked up right into Indigo's chocolate brown eyes and his stupid cute smile.

" Why hello there sleeping beauty, did you sleep well?" he asked as I backed up a little.

"Um hi, yeah I slept well, and sorry for running into y-you" dang it, me and my stupid stutter. 

He just smiled at me, and tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.

"It's okay, I don't mind, but on the other hand how are you?"

I thought about what he said, how am I? I really want a hug right now. So I told him as much. And much to my surprise he pulled me in, wrapping his arms, toned from all the sports he plays, around my waist. Tucking my head into his shoulder, inhaling deeply. oh dear god this man smells so damn good. Like seriously if I could've stayed in that hug forever I would have.

But I couldn't stay there forever no matter how much I wanted to. So I shoved my face and his shoulder and relaxed more. I couldn't stay there forever but I could enjoy it while it lasts.

Hey guys, 

Sorry it took me so long, exam week took a lot out of me. But chapters should start coming out on a regular basis now that I have more free time. Tell me what you think of Indigo in the comments. Thanks for reading!