About a week later, I went up the my room at night and then was followed in by Tokyo, Nairobi, Denver and Rio.
I had gotten on with all of them. Tokyo, maybe a bit too much. She was so stunning and I'm sure I have a crush on her. Denver is like my boy best friend, he's so funny but can annoy me a lot. Nairobi is so much fun and one of my best friends. But Rio, I could tell something was going on with him and Tokyo and I don't know if that's why he annoyed me but he did.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked. They all looked dressed up like they were going somewhere.
"Going to the festival, you coming?" Denver leaned on the wall.
"The professor said we weren't allowed to go to that festival." I replied.
"Since when do you follow rules?" Tokyo smirked.
"What if there's undercover police there?"
"That's why we have disguises." Tokyo put some pink glasses on my eyes and a cap of my head.
"Fine." I chuckled.
I then walked over to my bed and grabbed from underneath it another bottle of vodka. That was my go to drink. They all smirked and Nairobi grabbed it straight away.
"Fine, I need to get changed so shoo." I told them. They all left laughing.
I took my top off leaving me in my bra and leggings. Walking over to the wardrobe to find something to wear, I heard the door open. It was Tokyo.
I groaned realising I had nothing on my arms as she looked at me. She looked confused as her eyes wandered my body. I started to feel really insecure and expected something bad to come out of her mouth.
"You're beautiful." She admired. I raised my eyebrows thinking she was going to say something completely different.
I chuckled and found a long sleeve grey crop top to wear.
She walked over slowly to me and put her cold hands on my waist gently. I was surprised by this but not at all disappointed.
"You don't have to cover up." She told me quietly. "I always used to do it and everyone here understands."
"I still hate them." I replied softly.
I didn't notice it at the time as I was looking away but she was staring directly into my eyes. When I eventually did look up, she looked away.
"Are you ready?" I asked and put the top on quickly.
"Let's do this." She smirked.
4 months later:
Me and Tokyo had got really close. We would party almost every night and I was finally comfortable with everyone now that I didn't cover my arms anymore. They didn't even care, they obviously noticed but nothing was ever said.
I was starting to feel more like myself now and treating this less like a suicide mission. It didn't mean the urge was gone or that I had stopped harming myself, it just meant that I was starting to feel a bit better.
Tomorrow morning was the day and we were all prepared. It did mean that I would have to sleep that night though which I didn't like to do.
We all sat around the table and ate a shit load of food. It was so much fun honestly and we all couldn't stop laughing.
Everyone else was told to go to their beds but I knew Sergio wanted me and Andreas to speak to him for a while.
I poured myself a glass of wine and sat at the end of the table. I saw Sergio get something from the other side of the room and bring it towards the fire pit. Curious, me and Andreas walked over there.
I quickly noticed that it was pictures of us when we were younger. It was sort of sad to remember us like that, we were all so innocent.
"Do you think our younger selves would be proud of us?" Andreas asked.
I thought about it for a moment and I didn't really know what to say back. My younger self was too afraid to stand up to our father, the older me killed him and is now going to try and pull off the biggest heist in history with her brothers.
"I think I would." I told them. "I'm finally ok."
"We need to burn these." Sergio spoke.
I took one of them softly out of his hand. It was a picture of me in our old paddling pool in our house. The memories instantly came flooding back and it made tears build up in my eyes.
"I want to keep them." I sniffled.
"They will only be used as evidence against us, we can't risk that." Andreas held onto my hand. Sergio held onto my other.
"I love you brothers." I sighed.
Sergio placed the photos in the fire and we watched them burn together. Normally I hated memories like these as it just brought up the bad ones but there were good amongst the bad.
I went upstairs knowing I had to at least try and sleep that night if I was to pull this off early next morning.
As I opened the door, I saw Tokyo sat on my bed glaring at me.
"You lied to us." She told me. "They're your brothers."
I looked down and closed the door. She also looked down but angrily.
"Yeah, they are my brothers." I replied. She still looked down. I walked closer to her. "It would just complicate things having people know and it would mean that we would be more vulnerable to get information from police. The less you know, the better for everyone which is why I need you to not tell anyone."
She finally looked up at me and our eyes met. I didn't want to stop looking at her but she stood up and walked closer to me.
I looked her up and down slowly and she got the hint on how badly I wanted to kiss her. She smirked and started walking away but I grabbed her arm and our lips met. At first she pulled away, but then leaned in again.
I wrapped my arms tightly around her waist and hers around the back of my neck.
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Jennie ~ money heist
FanfictionA story about Jennie Marquina, a suicidal and abused girl who robs the royal mint of Spain with her two brothers and other people. TW⚠️ this story may be triggering for some people. Mentions and attempts of suicide, rape and abuse are included.