Jennie ~ money heist

Part 12

I felt it in that moment for some reason. The feeling got too strong this time and I needed to do it.

I went downstairs quickly and to the printer office where Nairobi was.

Before she could even ask what I was doing there, I took the pen out of her mouth and kissed her. She didn't hesitate to kiss me back. She pulled away for a minute though.

"Do you still feel the same?" She asked. "About sex?"

I thought about it for a minute and all of my problems and left me at that moment. I felt genuinely happy for once and I wasn't about to waste that moment.

"No. No I don't." I replied. She smirked and we kissed again, this time more intensely.

We started to move together and she shoved everything off the desk so I could sit on it. Her mouth travelled to my neck where she started to kiss it with my hands running through her hair.

I felt free. I felt honestly free.

Flashback:

"Ok so we need a volunteer to demonstrate how to operate or remove a bullet if someone did get injured during this heist." The professor explained to us.

We were all stood around this table as he explained this. We were still studying for the heist.

By then, everyone had seen my scars and I felt ok with myself now and no one else had volunteered.

"I will." I said. Berlin looked shocked but happy I was doing this.

I took off my top leaving me in my bra and lowered my joggers down a bit.

Nairobi took the whiteboard pen and started to draw on my body.

I was scars on my chest, sides of my neck, arms, thighs and waist. She didn't care at all.

As the pen was going down my stomach and I was giggling because it was ticklish, she gently placed her hand over my waist while she tried to avoid all the scars.

After we had finished, I hugged her.

"What's this for?" He chuckled.

"I love you." I whispered.

1 hour later:

I started to put my clothes back on carefully and trying not to hurt myself much. Nairobi did the same behind me.

"What changed your mind?" She asked.

"I didn't really. You just made me comfortable and I kind of felt okay." I told her. She smiled and kissed me gently.

"You seem ok." She smiled.

"I am now." I smiled back.

The door opened while I was only in pants and a bra with Nairobi the same way.

We both turned around and Helsinki came through.

"Always knew it would be you two." He smirked. I chuckled and went to put my jumpsuit back on.

Helsinki is gay so it didn't matter to me that he knows or had seen my half naked.

"Did you need anything?" Nairobi asked Helsinki.

"Yeah Berlin wants to see you when you're ready." He spoke to me. I sighed and nodded as he left the room.

"What do you think he wants?" Nairobi asked.

"He's mad at me." I stood still for a minute and then left the room.

As I was walking to the main office where I knew he was, I heard him on the phone to the professor.

"Berlin you're going to have to tell her at some point." I could hear the professor say on loudspeaker.

"How am I meant to? It's just going to mess with her head more."

"What if something happens to you too early and she has no idea about it?"

"The doctor said 3 years not 3 days." Berlin replied.

"You have the same illness as mother, she died years too early. Don't waste your time." The professor told him sternly and hung up.

I opened the door quietly and he didn't notice.

"3 years?" I asked, my voice breaking. He turned around sharply.

"How much of that did you hear?" He gulped.

"Most of it." I replied.

He looked down.

"Mother's illness?" I questioned with tears building up in my eyes. He took a while to answer.

"Doctors presume I have 3 years left, but you know how it is with these things, it'll end up being 12 years." He chuckled and tried to brush it off.

I started crying and didn't hesitate to wrap my arms around him.

"I'm so sorry." I cried. "I love you so much."

"I love you too."