something beautiful | komahina au

surgery

nagito's pov, 2 months later

I couldn't stop crying after surgery- everything hurt- but yet- I was so happy. It was only bottom surgery, so I still had to wear my binder- but I felt lots of burden left behind. My mind still clouded, I slowly put off the hospital gown and put on my clothes, trying not to pull or hurt something. I finished and weakly sat myself into the wheelchair. I was wheeled out by one of the nurses and got into the uber.

My family didn't support me, and I had no financial support other than school being free- but thats why I worked. My goal was finally finished.

I heard my phone ring- it was Hinata. I took a deep breath and shakily answered the phone.

"Hey Komaeda! You doing okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, better than ever, reserve."

"That's great to hear! Wanna go grab a bite later?" He asked, sounding pretty excited.

"Ahh- Maybe..? Depends how i'm feeling, but I can definitely talk though." I said.

"What do you mean by that?"

"N-Not feeling too great.." I said- shit..

"Ah, ok. Let me know when you feel better, okay?"

"Alright. Text you in a bit," I said.

"Kay, Bye, Komaeda." He said, hanging up. I sighed in relief as I was driven to the dorms- slowly laying myself down and falling asleep- easily.

***

I ended up not going with Hinata- taking a break from work, but still talking to Kamukura, keeping him updated, and hanging out on facetime with Hinata as I smoked- I still don't like talking to most people, but I had my exceptions.

It'd been two weeks, finally at a healing point where I could stand normally- but still not used to sitting- or being in most positions to painfully crush someone's damn balls.

I knocked on Hinata's door, having it almost immediately open. He smiled softly. "Hey Komaeda! Feeling any better?"

"Yeah, better." I nodded, thinking I wasn't ready to tell him- not yet, as least.

He lead me over to the kitchen, sitting on the counter. "Soo, whaddya wanna do?" He asked.

"Smoke." I said sarcastically, laughing a bit.

"Other than that-" he giggled- I had this weird feeling in my heart- tingling throughout my body.

"Mm, dunno."

It seemed an idea clicked inside his head as his cheeks became a soft red. "Mind if I try it with you-?"

I froze a bit, looking up to him. "You positive..?" I asked, cocking my head to the side.

"Yeah, yeah- No worries- I can pay if you need me to." He said- kinda sheepishly.

I nodded. "Alright. Wanna sit on the balcony?"

He nodded. We sat outside on the balcony- string lights on and music playing in the background. I lit up our cigarettes and looked up at the night sky. Minutes passed as we let ourselves go as we talked to eachother- until-

Hinata touched the tip of his cigarette to mine, lighting it again. We both gazed into eachothers eyes- definitely intoxicated, but not just in that way.

He moved his gaze to the side. "Can I..?" He said- clearly flustered. I nodded, kinda confused.

He moved my hand to the side, intertwining his fingers with mine, my cigarette falling to the floor. I looked down to our hands, my eyes widening as he took my face and pulled me into a kiss.

I closed my eyes, kissing back. We pulled away for a second, going back as I bit his lip for entrance. I slid my tounge next to his as we started making out, soft moans coming through as Hinata had gotten onto my lap.

I slid my hand down his waist, us both pulling away for breath.

"I like you, Nagito." he sighed in relief.

"I like you too, Reserve." I chuckled. Am I really doing this-? It was so fast I couldn't even believe it.

We melted back into the kiss, the taste of his lips and cigarettes moving onto mine.

"God, you're...hah...really good at this, huh?" I panted, softly chuckling.

He became flustered as I smiled and pulled him back in. Real smooth, Komaeda.

I felt like I could stay like this forever. Just me and the... the reserve course.