Pushback ~ Seventeen jeon Won Woo ~

The Call Of Urge

17 March 2019 - incheon intl. Airport.

Jeon won woo entered the airport lounge as all of them have been promoted into business class ticket for free uprading offered by the airline.

As soon as he takes his sit, he received a call from min gyu. He answered it.

"hyung, is it necessary to hurt her like this. Im seeing noona crying like losing all of her might. Making me uneasy to confront her as my responsible as her dongsaeng to comfort her. I felt pity on her. Don u feel the same?" mingyu commented on his sister behaviour.

" mingyu, i don have any intention to do it. U know well the reason for why i done it. Im terminally ill. Soon i will leave the world leaving all of you behind. I don want to have anything to regret my leaving. I already have lost my parents and siblings during the accident. I knew how it felt when losing someone special to you. I could not afford thinking that she might being one after im dying"

" u know that i love her so much. Because of that i take all this action. So that she will get angry with me. Soon she will forget about me. Leaving her with no regret after me dying. " won woo sobbing answering.

" ermmm - - " mingyu mumbled

" can i ask for the last wish, soon i u dont get any news from me for maybe 3 months, u should consider that im already died. At that time, could u tell everything about me to her.. And ask for her forgiveness.. But remember make sure that she in good condition before reveal the truth. I don want her to be miserable just the way i do. Okey? " wonu begged

" if u say so... " mingyu sighed

" thanks. " wonu said before hung up the call.

Silently moving to the couch near the window he is. There he looked into the aircraft landing. Honestly he wasn't aware of the aircraft at all.. All on his mind is kim han na. He thought that he might being too harsh for him. Maybe he should explain all from a to z to her concerning how loved he has toward her and the felt that hanna have the same. He was considering too much x factor that might happen that time.. He was not sure on what he should do. Even he does not dying physically yet, but he already dying emotionally as he could not handle the suffer he hold anymore.. All in his mind was a blank black just like what he would see whenever he close his eyes. All of his concern is, dying.

He is on his world without alerting that 3 pairs of eyes are cornering on him. One of them was woozi. Of course, none of them know that he is terminally ill as he was very happy and playful before.

Woozi gathering his strength to sit in front of him to ask him directly.

"yaa wonu, isn't it lovely to see plane landing like that. We will never to get the chance to see it in this close ever" woozi stated.

"yupp i have to admit it. Im just wonder that we just like this airport. Initially im just thought people will easily come and go just like that.. But im wrong. Some of them felt it hard because leaving the airport may become the last goodbye for them.. Just like us when it come to the relationship." wonu sighed.

" ermmm wonu, do u have any problem concerning about relationship? Im sorry but u never told anything about this before. I thought that ur like us. - single - " woozi asked.

" im sorry bcs i dont up all my story bcs i think it is too personal. Ji hoon, i personally consider u as my sibling but i could not share anything. Im just wonder the gene that controlled relationship.. Because it becomes too complicated." wonu added.

" wonu, it okay.. I know u well.. We have been friends for so long. Its about kim han na right. U know that sometimes we have to take courageous action in relationship matter - accepting and forgetting. U should start accepting the reality of the relationship and start forgetting. Its normal for a male to think that it was the end of world as us always make it harder to move on. But trust me, sometimes, hearts takes time to understand what have been known by mind. " woozi adviced.

" ermmm the situation is not the same as ur thought because.... Nothing.. Sorry" wonu said

"because.. U may tell it here.. I wont make fuss of it later" guaranteed woozi

"i love her so much and so like her.. We both in love but in fact we are distined to not be together.. Becausee.. Ermm im going to die soon." sighed wonu

Choked.. Woozi spilled all of the coffee onto the tabletop.

"what!! Please don be joking wonu.. Especially in this moment" woozi said

"earlier you have said that im single. But how did u know about my love toward kim han na?" wonu asked.

"I've known u for such long period. I went through the first stage of ur love. The stage considerably as one sided love. The stage when u try ur hard to get her approvement." answered woozi

Without caring about what woozi have said and what he will say, he kept his gaze toward the runaway. It remind him three years ago when his parents and siblings die all at once making him the only survivor.

3 years ago - October 2017