Random (Chief Kim × Seo Yul) One-shot & AUs

Meant to be

Summary: With a lot of ups and downs and compromises Seo Yul and Sung Ryong started to understand what they wanted for themselves.

Six months into the relationship Seo Yul started questioning his choices again.

After a heated argument, the lovers find them on different surfaces to sleep under the same roof.

When Seo Yul opened his eyes he was somewhere else in someone else's place.

While Sung Ryong was baffled by the sudden weird behavior of his boyfriend.

P.S. Remember my 'cat and the scholar' fic. I wanted to play a little with it. Hope everyone enjoys.

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Tears ran down the corner of Seo Yul's eyes wetting his pillow.

"Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Idiot."

*Sniff* *Sniff*

"This is all my fault. Why did I have to say those stupid things?"

"I should have just ignored it so what if I saw him with that girl."

"Shouldn't have said anything! Shouldn't have reacted!"

"At least then he would still be with me now."

*Sniff* *Sniff*

"Maybe...maybe that's okay."

"Maybe he should be with a girl instead."

"Yeah...what's so good about me?"

"Nothing."

"There is nothing about me he should stay for."

"I...I..I should let him go."

"If...if that's..that's what makes him happy."

"He should be happy."

"With...without me...holding him back."

More tears fell from his eyes as he clutched the bracelet Sung Ryong won for him at a carnival a month into dating. It looked a little old but it caught Seo Yul's eyes that evening and Sung Ryong wanted to win it for him.

"Aren't I a cool boyfriend?" Sung Ryong asked with a cheeky smile as he put it on Seo Yul's wrist.

"Yeah sure." Seo Yul tched rolling his eyes but he was really happy. That was the first time someone did something like that for him.

That day was one of the best days in Seo Yul's life. The first time Sung Ryong actually said 'I love you' to him. Though all Seo Yul could do was blush and stare at him shocked then hit him on the shoulder before hiding his face with his hand.

Sung Ryong's hearty laugh as he hugged Seo Yul.

"I'm not worth it."

The night went by in restless nightmares leaving Seo Yul more tired than when he went to bed.

He didn't know how long he was staring at the ceiling as the morning glow slowly filled his room.

He sighed, he felt as if he lost all energy in his body. Even blinking was too much effort.

"Seo Yul, Seo Yul. Stop fucking acting like a heartbroken idiot. You don't deserve any pity. It's all your fault. Stop. Stop being dumb. Even if he leaves you now, You...You deserve it."

"You deserve to be left behind. All alone-"

Seo Yul stopped as he heard his phone ring.

He picked up without looking.