The third part

The farm

Spencer's P.O.V

I wake  up as the alarm on the whole farm goes off. I smile at the booming sounds as I feel all the happy memories of the fun mornings that I had grown up with.

I quickly get up and grab some cloths that I won't mind getting dirty before throwing my hair in a quick braid. I hear Nat groan in the other bed and I can't help but laugh.

-Rise and shine babe. It's time for work, I smile at her, earning another groan from her.
-Why do farmers have to get up so early?, she asks while slowly getting up from the bed.
-Well work. We have to follow on what the animals are used to plus.. If we don't we just won't have enough time to finish everything we need to do in a day, I laugh and walk out the room. I decide to throw together some quick breakfast for everyone to grab. As I'm working everyone comes into the main room. Everyone looked tired and like they needed more sleep. I chuckle a bit to myself.
-Morning guys, I smile, resaving groans back from most of them, except Steve. He smiles back at me.
-Good morning Spencer. What's the plan for today? he asks while walking up to me.
-Well we are going to go down and you guys will do whatever Linn tells you to do, I smile and grab one of the plates to move over to the table. Before I get the chance to sit down I hear something hit the door to the balcony. I laugh a bit before walking over and look down.

-Are people awake or? Linn asks in Norwegian and I nod.
-Yeah, just gonna throw down some breakfast and we'll be down, I yell back to her. She gives me a thumbs up and I walk back in.

-What's up? Tony asks while taking a sip of a coffee.
-Linn just checking if everyone was up, I smile while sitting down by the table. I eat my food as quick as possible before getting up to go down.
-Jeez that was quick Spenc. You in a hurry? Clint asks while taking some food into is mouth.
-Habit I guess. When you are done Linn will meet you by the pigs, I smile before quickly moving down the stairs. I grab the bucket with the pellets for the cows and walk in to them, slowly moving down while emptying the bucket into the feeding tub. While walking Linn comes up to me.

-Since we are so many today, you can take today off and be with the horses if you want to, she smiles at me.
-Thank you, but I think I'll do the things that I'm used to do while here before going, I smile. While talking the rest of the team comes into the barn and I smile.
-Have fun. They are good workers so should be pretty easy, I smile and go and grab a new bucket. I fill the rest of the  feeding tub before just standing back and watching Linn show the team what to do. As I expected, they cough on pretty easy. I smile while watching them before Tony speaks up.

-You just gonna watch or are you actually going to work? he asks and I laugh a bit.
-I'm already done with my first task hun, I smile.
-But you guys are doing great so I think I'll just take the day off, I laugh. That statement caused me to resave some nasty looks from Clint, Tony and Natasha. I give them a last smile before walking out.
-where are you going? Nat yells after me.
-the horses, I yell back, turning around and smiling before turning back and walking out. I walk towards the stables but before I can reach them I hear a voice that had always brought me so much calm and joy.

-Pumpkin, Nicks voice comes from behind me. I turn quickly and runs up to him, hugging him closely.
-dad! I have missed you so bad! He holds me tight against him and we just hug for a while before I slowly pull back.
-how are you Spenc? He asks while still having his arms around my waist. I shrug a bit.
-I don't really know to be honest dad. I just... I love being back here, taking care of the animals again. Being close to them again, I sigh looking down.
-I miss them dad... I miss them so bad, I choke out. Nick quickly pulls me into another tight hug. I feel a pressure behind my eyes and fight with myself to not let them fall. I don't want to cry right now, I don't need to do that right now.
-I know pumpkin, I know. I miss them to, he whispers while holding me close. I sniffle a bit and we stay like this for a while longer.
I pull back again after some time and gets an idea.
-how about we take out Blån and Njord and go for a ride? I ask while looking up at him. He smiles and agree so we walk over to the stables.
Blån had been my horse ever since I was 10. I had spent so many hours with this horse when I was younger. He is a beautiful black stallion with a long main and with a white star mark. He also have white fur half way up his lower parts of his legs above his hooves. He had always been my best friend and biggest support. He had always been there when I was alone while my parents were out on missions. I shudder a bit as the thought of that mission comes to mind. I had always had a secret when it came to my parents death.