Venting Book

30 May 2021 - 11:56 P.M.

Content Warnings: Negative Self-Talk, Repeating Sentences

I just can't stop saying the wrong thing.

People that I think care about me are just going to keep getting more and more upset until they just up and leave. And that's what I deserve, i'm not a good person. 

i want to scream i want to just talk to somebody but i can't. i can't talk to anybody because nobody wants to listen. nobody should i mean im not a good person why should anybody care about me i keep saying the wrong thing and upsetting people i should be alone i should be alone i should be alone i should be alone i should be alone no one should love me i do not deserve anything good