Lost in the aisle // Taejin // Jikook

Please love me

Jungkook was following Jin’s car to his residence situated in Gangnam then he got a call from his mother. With a deep sigh he attended the call “Hello mother” . “Where are you Jungkook” Mrs.Jeon who sounded like irritated asked. “ Just outside” Jungkook replied as he try to sound nonchalant as possible. “ Did you forget I am waiting for you in your apartment?” She snidely questioned. “ I am sorry mom. I will be there in a few” without any further details he hung up the call. He sent Jin a message that he has an emergency and will meet him on a later date. He took a U-turn to his apartment.

His heart was beating crazy, his mind is in chaos, what is truth and what is lie. He don’t know whom to trust so he decided to keep his meeting with Tae and Jin hidden from his mother for the time being. He took some breathing exercises to reduce his anxiety. He entered his apartment. His mother was sitting on his couch but she was not alone Aeram and her mother was with her. Jungkook didn’t liked Aeram’s mother, she always given him some creepy vibe.

When he came to their view Aeram jumped on to him “ Jungkook oppa where were you”. She tried to kiss him but Jungkook just turn his face which end up in a cheek kiss. She given an exaggerated pout but he ignored her and walked towards his mother for greeting her.

“When are you going to the company” Mrs.Jeon asked him with out any ado. “ I need some time mother. I don’t think it’s right time yet” Jungkook replied and he tried to sound calm as possible. “ We don’t have much time son you should join before next board meeting. We need more people on our side. That rat has majority support and I want you there to back me up” Jungkook knows his mother calls Taehyung street rat and it’s makes him angry for some reason. But he stayed silent.

“ Cut him some slack Jinki dear he is just young. Let him have some fun for a while. Aerami take him to some fun places so you two can get to know each other better” Mrs.Choi Aeram’s mother winked at her. “ That’s a good idea mom. Oppa there is this club in downtown…” Aeram excitedly started but cut off by Jungkook. “ I am sorry but I have to check some details and prepare myself for the company. We don’t want to go there unprepared do we?” He sighed in relief when his mother nodded in approval.

After some chat they bid goodbye and now Jungkook alone in apartment his mind is in chaos again. He wanted it to stop so he called his best stress relief. The person on the other side attend after two ring “come to my apartment” by that Jungkook hung up the phone.
Jimin was finishing off his shift at the cafe when he got Jungkook’s call. As usual single sentence no greetings, no chit chat nothing. Jimin sighed but he changed his work uniform fast, collected his things from the locker and run to the metro station.

It took him 15 minutes to reach Jungkook’s apartment. He bowed the receptionist and entered lift. Jungkook’s apartment or can say penthouse is on top floor. Jimin tapped his foot impatiently. Once the door opened to the top floor he rushed to the door. He entered silently as the door was unlocked and he locked it.
He went to Jungkook’s guest room and entered in the bathroom to clean up and prepare. He has his necessities there because it’s not his first time here. He took shower and fingered himself. He know Jungkook will be impatient and will not even care to prepare him. So if he wants it to be somewhat painless he should do it himself.

Jimin and Jungkook met at a club, it’s like one night stand. Jimin was heartbroken because of Yoongi. Jimin was so in love with his best friend. But that day Yoongi introduced Hoseok his boyfriend, Jimin’s world crumble down. He felt like a fool for not confessing his love to Yoongi sooner. He wanted to hate Hoseok for stealing Yoongi from him but who can hate that sunshine. Hoseok is very kind, funny and attentive person. Yoongi who was usually grumpy showed his gummy smile more when he is with Hoseok. Then Jimin understood he never stand a chance with Yoongi. So he went to a club in the evening. He wanted to drunk and dance the pain out of his system.

He was dancing after some shots he found Jungkook who has the similar broken expression. They went home together. He begged Jungkook to be rough with him like he wants to forget everything. After that night when ever Jimin needed a stress relief he went to Jungkook and vice versa. Now it’s become usual but only Jimin fell into the dark hole of love alone as he believed Jungkook is still hooked on someone. Jimin shook his head to clear his mind and dried himself.

When he entered the room Jungkook was sitting on the bed with a glass of whiskey. He is only in his boxer. When he saw Jimin he drank the whiskey in one go and placed glass on the table near his bed. Without any ado Jimin removed his bathrobe and sat on Jungkook’s lap. Jungkook lifted him, removed his boxer and thrust into Jimin. He moved fast didn’t even giving Jimin time to adjust. Jimin felt pleasure and pain, his eyes getting teary but he let Jungkook use him as a rag doll. He used to it so he took all the roughness and let himself roam in the ecstasy.

Jungkook placed him on the bed, roughly pining into the bed, his thrust got faster. Jimin moaned loudly and came. But Jungkook go on didn’t even stopped Jimin begged him to slow down because of oversensitivity. After some faster thrust both of them came at the same time. They both were panting mess. Jimin run his hands through his messy wet hair. He knows it’s just the beginning Jungkook will reck him whole night. By the roughness of first round he is aware Jungkook is in really bad mood. So he silently stayed there for Jungkook’s next move. As expected he was handled roughly by the Jungkook through the whole night. He used whip, paddle and some other toys too.

Jimin opened his eyes groggily when his alarm went off. His body is in pain and he is dead tired. As usual there is no sign of Jungkook. It’s not like Jungkook will do any aftercare. He is only interested in fucking. But sometimes Jimin wished for some care because he is in love with Jungkook. He knows their arrangement is truly no strings attached. So he can’t blame Jungkook. It will end soon if Jungkook gets a glimpse of his feelings so Jimin hide his every emotion well.

His legs were wobbly as he moved towards the bathroom. He took hot shower which reduced his body pain. He should take some painkillers before his shift he mentally remind himself. He got dressed and took his bag. When he walked outside he saw Jungkook on the couch with some papers. Jungkook sensed his presence and they made an eye contact. Just a nod, that’s it Jungkook went back to reading papers. Jimin walked out from the penthouse and speed walk to the metro station. He want to cry but not here, he needs the safety of his small studio apartment. He tried hard to not break down inside the train.

When he reached his home his facade broken, he wailed through his agony, he muffled his sounds because the walls are thin. He don’t want his next door neighbour to check on him. He just cried his heart out near the door not even consider to move towards his bed. After a few minutes he calmed himself down and walked to his room to get ready for his work. “is this worthy?” the question roamed inside his head unanswered.

Now he is ready for his shift he looked upto the sky and mumbled “ Please love me Jungkook”. Even if it’s an unfruitful desire, he let himself hope that one day they will be happy together. All he can do is just hope.