the silence of loving someone but never telling them.
-discontinued but last chap can be read like an ending!
( childhood friends to lovers ) |real life + social media
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Tears of sweat were lost in the pores of her skin as Helena exhausted rubbed her eyes and suppressed a heavy yawn that came from the depths of her well-being. The overseas flight robbed the last bits of delight and the nerve food provided for it had long been eaten ( she loved to snack when she got bored out of her mind ) , so that she had no choice but to look out the window at the clear sky while Yellow was dodging in the background.
She would've liked the view before her eyes with its long azure brush strokes and the yellowish undertone but it simply made her sick — it was like a disease that plagued her from the inside to the outside in one swift motion. Or in other words, she was afraid of heights since childhood. There was a school event — her class visited a grand building full of modern and ancient cultures and at the top of the building Hel suddenly felt dizzy while watching the clouds were raising each other. Kinda funny how she got to know her fear.
Helena promised herself to never slip that particular piece of information to Freddy — he would have a motherfucking laugh at her. She didn't know for sure if he would react like that but her ex-girlfriend did and for that reason she kept her mouth shut to avoid a repeat full of embarrassment.
Safety first.
Hours later a soft voice of one of the friendly stewardesses, clothed in a green and white uniform, told the passengers that they were about to land at the airport in London and Helena was more than happy to see the tiny buildings through her clenched lids — but her gaze turned away from the glass as her stomach began to growl badly. Laying the focus on a blonde lady on the other side of the plan let her body relax.
“We're now about to land y'all so please buckle up again for the last time of this flight. I hope you had a good time as I”, the same stewardess said into the microphone.
Doing as she had heard, Hel buckled up and closed her eyes to open them a few minutes later when her sitting neighbor stood up — she was in London.
“I'm coming Freddy”, the blonde whispered happily while searching her way out of the large place. Walking behind the people she shared the flight with, Helena soon got her case and took a seat in front of the grand hall. The building itself was fairly ugly —unique per say— but it just was her opinion. Maybe she thought that it wasn't pretty 'cause she not only hated waiting for anyone any time, no, the young woman hated large groups of people.
Grapping into her hand bag she pulled out a cigarette and it's best friend, a lighter, and put the stick between the pink lips before she finished the product of by igniting the cigarette. Closing the eyes like several times prior, head against the stone wall of the building she inhaled the rough taste. She was by no means a strict chain smoker nor a party one but after a stressful situation she had to have one. Her mother would've killed her and her brother Alec, yeah, he would laugh in the background.
“Since when do you pick up the smoking?”, a male asked.
Taking another breath, Helena's ignorance showed through.
“Oh fuck off man. I'm not in the mood to talk.”
“Well darling have fun taking the bus”, he laughed and oh angels in theheavenhe truly was the most angelic of them.
„Pardon me and my gruffy mood Freddy. I love you, you know? Please take me home. Maybe a piggy ride?”
“You needy little thing, Hel”, Freddy said and started to tickle her.
— 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒎
normal: helena; cursive: freddy
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'ello y'all I'm finally in London, paradise of many and hell to some, and I'm absolutely thrilled to inform you that I'm living with a friend together. We' re going to change a lot in this small ass house and I'm going to share this journey with you. Is it even a journey?
Hey hey help me out my boy! Do we want to call it a journey?
Obviously yes.
Thank you! So now you know.. I've never done something like this but that's okay, I hope.
You'llneed a lot of hope then.
Shut up! Alright bye
I'm drunk but happy to announce that I had my last final exam today! Also I didn't want to post but whatever,, <3 enjoy those two cuties
