This Moment

Chapter 48.

Damn you motherfuckers xD that isn't the end, the bitch came back.

I'm writing this off my school computer... I hope they don't check what I do xD Oh Whale. 

I mean, it still counts as reading right? So ha. Lauren wins.

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Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. 

I looked at his pale body laying on the hospital bed, listening to his heart monitor beep telling me he is alive. I don't understand why he tried to commit suicide again, he was okay...

The doctor opened the door and walked in with a skinny woman wearing tan jeans, tall ugg boots, a dark brown sweater and a teal sweater. She had long wavy brown hair and brown eyes that looked like Eli's.

The doctor looked at me, "Can you please wait in the waiting room sir? Elija's mother wants to sit in here and think." He said to me and I went to get up, "No it's okay he can stay." 

The doctor nodded and left quietly. Eli's mom looked at me and pulled up a chair beside me. 

"Thank you for sitting here with my son." She said and picked up his hand and held it.

I sat there quietly, "I wish I would have been here more for Eli, I never payed attention to him that much I have always been caught  up with anything and everything else but him." She said and a tear rolled down her cheek.

"I was told this was a suicide, do you think it was?" She asked and looked at me.

"I think so." I said softly.

"The last time he tried to kill himself was when he found Braxton dead." She said and let out a cry.

"I want you to take care of my baby boy,and make sure he is happy." Her voice cracked.

"I want you to love my son and take care of him like Braxton did." 

I looked at her and she looked at me. "I never told Eli this." She paused. "I have cancer." She said and looked at Eli.

"I want him to be your world like you are his." 

"wha-what do you mean?" I asked softly.

She looked at me, "I read his journal, Eli writes about how he is in love with you and how bad he wants to kiss you and make you his." 

I'm in love with Eli to.. 

But I have Felix and I love felix.

She stood up and brushed Eli's hair out of his face and kissed his forehead. "I love you Elija Michael." She said softly and waved goodbye to me.

I looked at Eli, "I'm in love with you to Eli." I stood up and looked at him, he was as beautiful as always. 

I brushed his black hair out of his face and looked at his pale pink lips that were slightly chapped. 

I pressed my lips softly to his and held the kiss. 

I brushed my finger over his cheek softly and walked out of the room and down the hallway.

As I was walking down the hallway nurses and doctors ran past me and into.. Eli's room!