Journal Entry,
I wish it would all stop... I want it to be over. I want to feel like I can be normal. Fuck it, I just want to be done. I don't want to hurt every night. I miss my old life so much. I would rather be sleeping then be awake because when I'm awake, im in a nightmare.
~Braxton
Journal Entry,
I want to kiss my best friend... I just want to feel his lips on mine. I didn't ever know I felt this way about him and I don't know if he will feel the same way. He doesn't want a person that has been raped by their own father, let alone a boy. I don't even know if he likes boys... I'm going to try to approach him with the question... Casually..
~Braxton
Journal Entry,
This is my dream come true. I have never been so thankful. I asked him and he said yes, in fact he is gay. This is perfect, I'm so happy. But I don't want to ruin our friendship, it would rip me apart inside.
~Braxton
Journal Entry,
I was just beat because I told my father I like boys... He kicked my stomach and left a mark.. I'm scared, I don't want to live but I want to live at the same time... I'm living for Eli. Eli is the only reason I'm here. He is the reason I fight.
~Braxton
Journal Entry,
How is everybody so fucking blind to the fact that I'm abused everyday! I expected Eli to notice but I fucking guess not. Open your fucking eyes! I just want him to know I like him and that I'm scared to live. I don't want him to fear me though.
~Braxton
I couldn't read anymore, it hurt so bad, he never told me that he was abused... Or got raped... I should have noticed. I wish I wouldn't have read his journal but I have to continue sometime. There is so much of him I still want to discover.
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Teen FictionI miss you so god damn much, why did you have to leave me here? You made me feel like it was okay to be different. You made me feel okay. I feel so lost now.. I need you. all rights reserved, this story belongs to @emoboyss account. copyright - 20...
