maybe forever (a jai brooks fanfic)

Hey guys so this is my first fanfic and any hate is welcome in the comments I hope you enjoy it!

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I have been bullied ever since I was young I don't know why I have been maybe it was because I was a little over weight, maybe my hair wasn't long enough or maybe my skin wasn't soft enough but all that is in the past now I moving schools and couldn't be happier but what led me to move schools I won't forget for the rest of my life.

It was an average day but my average days are horrible. I can still remember it like it was just hours ago I had sliced the razor one to many times mum found me on the floor, clothes blood stained and a razor sitting there next to my shoulder she called the ambulance and I ended up in hospital for a week. After that I promised myself not to cut again and if this ment having to move schools I was joyed for it.

"Lola"

"LOLA" my mum yelled from the drivers seat

I quickly snapped back into focus.

"Um, sorry yeah?"

"Do you want lunch money" mum asked staring at me making sure I was paying attention this time.

"No I'm fine thanks" I said although I was far from it. I didn't pack lunch today and I knew I wouldn't eat because I was so nervous.

My mum was quirky, and I liked her for that. She owned her own gift shop, that only contained things she liked she was fussy but I didn't mind it didn't really effect me.

I got out of our tiny Toyota yaris and shut the door pulling my school bag over my shoulders heading straight for the office.

The door creaked open as I walked into the small, quiet office and stood behind a tall counter.

"Hello I'm Lola banks I'm a new student and was looking for my timetable" I introduced myself.

"Hello darling I have to print it off for you if you could just wait a moment please" the lady sitting at the front desk replied.

"Sure" I said smiling at her

I looked past the lady at the desk while she tapped away at the keyboard I noticed a teacher who looked vaguely familiar but I couldn't quite put my finger on who it was I shook my head out of it turning my head to the lady who greeted me just a minute ago she turned back to me and handed me some papers.

"Thankyou" I said taking the papers with one hand.

"No problem"

I walked out of the office and started searching for my bag rack which was apparently outside of room B23 I couldn't see it anywhere on the map and has to ask a nice brunette girl for directions.

"Um I'm sorry but could you please tell me where Room B23 is"? I asked with my shyness kicking in.

"Sure it's just around the corner and to the left" she said pointing her arms in the directions to go.

"Oh thankyou" I said smiling at her.

"No worries! I'm Chrissy by the way. Are you headed there for homegroup"? She asked whilst introducing herself.

"I'm Lola and yeah I am" I said.

"Oh cool we're in the same homegroup I can introduce you to everyone just to make it that bit easier for you!"

"Thankyou so much you really don't have to"

"Don't stress it's my pleasure"

And with that the bell rang Chrissy helped me into the room and walked me over to a group of girls.