Looking for myself

8.Missing piece

Stiles pov

It's been 4 months since I started learning at oakleaf high.
Everything is going good.
I have friends who care about me.
I got a place of my own on the football team.
People do not find me annoying or worthless here.
Heck I have a whole family here and I am loved by them all. I do not have to hide my smarts from them. They actually understand me.
I am the part of the most popular group of my school though I am the only boy member.
Since the day sophia saved me from bullies no one has actually bullied me.

Even james and I became good friends after I helped him confess his feelings towards Kiara.
He helped me overcome the fear of sleeping. He taught me few exercises that he used to do after his parents divorced.
James and his friends made me go to gym in the morning and helped me get in a good shape.

I have a new hobby of customizing bikes and cars. One of James friends was working one day on his bike and I offered to help him. The result was so amazing that he taught me how to customize vehicles and I picked that up as my hobby. I have improved a lot customizing all the vehicles and let me tell you I have made good money from this. I bought a second hand bike for myself and customized it. I am so in love with my bike

I have actually added many features to it. Like a Lightsaber. And no it's not a toy because it actually works.
I made it with the help of Mr. Black.
I was so surprised that he helped though he hates the idea of my existence.

Actually I have an idea why he hates me.
So the thing is I was sneaking food to my dorm at night and I had to pass Mr. Black's lab. And I overheard him talking to someone that this school belongs to him and something about meteorite  but I didn't got to hear anything more because I got caught and Mr Black gave me detention for 2 weeks. But I had to help librarian everyday so I didn't mind.

So the point is everything is perfect but there is still a missing piece. It's like a void in my heart eating me slowly. It feels like my heart is sinking. It gives me this feeling that some big part of my life is missing from it. And I know what is missing from my life.

My Dad

I cant even start about how much I miss him. I love him so much and I lied to him. My father. I feel so guilty and sometimes I think I deserved being sent away.
Dad never lied to me. He shared everything with me but I lied to him. I know I did it to protect him but something inside me tells me I should have told him.

I miss him so much.
At first I was so angry at him that he sent me here. Like I didn't matter.
I thought that he shipped me away because  he didn't want to take care of me . I thought that I was just annoyance to him but after some time when I was able to see clearly I knew that he was just trying to do the right thing.

And look he did the right thing. I have changed so much over these past 4 months. Finally puberty hit me. I lost my baby fat and got some muscles.  It's not much but this is so much better than what I was back in beacon hills.
Charlie and others even say that I look hot. What else could I want.

And the big surprise. Dad asked Melissa for a date and he proposed her last month. They are going to marry this summer. I am so happy for him. I always thought of Melissa as my mom and now she will officially become my mom.
Though I am not looking forward to scott being my brother. But it doesn't matter as long as dad is happy.

Dad called me this morning to tell me about the wedding date. I told him that I won't be able to make it because of exams but I will be on Skype call with him. But I have a surprise for him. I am going to his wedding ceremony. It's actually on the day we are going to get  break and then I will return for my summer school.

I have even bought gifts for them
I bought a Rolex watch for dad and a Gucci bag for Melissa

I hope they like it.
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Tony's pov

I have been keeping myself busy in my work. After my last mission when I came back home I found that pepper was attacked by a group of people whom I caught in a bank robbery. They wanted to take revenge because one of their mate died in the shooting which took place during the process of arresting them.

Pepper was hurt badly and had to take bed rest for a month. I took a break from all my work and I was with her 24/7 .

During this time I realised that if people knew that I have a son they will go after him. That's why I had to stop searching for him because if I knew who he was and where he lived I don't think I would be able to keep distance from him. And this could lead to someone attacking him.

He will be safe if he is away from me.

I kept repeating this to myself like a mantra. Like if I said this many times it will become true.

But there is this feeling of emptiness that I constantly feel whenever I think of him. My heart starts pumping fast and everything in me tells me to go to him. But I can't or else he won't be safe.

You know the feeling when you lose something important to you. You become restless and are constantly reminded of that thing. You can't sleep and can't focus until you find that thing.
This is the same feeling I am having, the difference is just that it's not something it's someone.

It's like someone smashed my heart into many pieces and while collecting all the pieces of my heart I lost one piece. The most precious piece. My son. He is the missing piece of my heart.

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Hey fellas
So this was just a filler chapter to show how did stiles change and how does tony feel about his son.

What do you think is going to happen next??
What happens when stiles goes to beacon hills. I am sure nothing good. Because nothing good happens in beacon hills.

I hope you enjoyed reading.

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