"Come on Jungkook don't make me say it!" she says meeting my eyes for the first time since I dragged her into the parking lot. Her eyes were filled with tears and I wanted to do nothing more than to kiss her pain away.
'Ziva, please don't cry and te...
'It means a lot to me. You guys don't know what I am going through. It's no brainer that I like Jungkook. I really really like him. But I know that Jungkook is a star, an idol. He and I are never going to happen in a million years. And it hurts a lot, pretending that it does not affect me hurts a lot. I don't want to lose him.'
Just like that I end up confessing everything to them with tears in my eyes. I was tired of pretending to be strong. I knew that this wasn't love. I knew what I felt for him was sheer attraction. But I was attracted to a point where it started effecting me. Did I being a fan had to do anything with my infatuation towards Jungkook? Yes and No. I loved each and every member of BTS equally. Yes Jin and Jungkook where my bias but from the moment I met Jungkook everything changed. His every little move got me addicted.
"Why? Why do you think that you and Jungkook can never be together?" Inaaya asks making me look at her. "Ziva you need to stop imagining things. We all saw the way Jungkook looks at you. Maybe he likes you too and you will never know unless you tell him about this."
'And risk our friendship?' I ask.
"You will continue to hurt this way even after he leaves Ziva Di" This time it was Sara. "You might be thinking that once he leaves you will get back to normal but that's not how it works and as far as friendship is concerned I don't think Jungkook is the kind of guy who would ruin friendship because of your feelings."
'What if he says no?' I ask Inaaya takes a step forward towards me holds my hand and says "Then at least you can move on knowing that you gave it a try" I sit there silently contemplating whatever my friends told me just now. I think about the pros and cons. What is the worst that could happen if I tell him? I might lose him forever. What is the worst that could happen if I didn't tell him? I will be hurt forever. I finally decide that I will confess to him. 'Ok! I'm going to tell him.' I say making them all gather around me for a group hug.
We spend next three hours getting ready. I keep my makeup minimal with nude eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara, foundation and lip gloss. I curl my hair slightly at the bottom and wear my all black dress which I bought with Aarav. I hold my duffel jacket in my hand and wait for the others to get ready. It was 5 by the time we all were done getting ready. I then call Aarav and tell him that we are going to start. Grabbing my keys and the girls, I bid Adieu to my mom and leave for the concert. After 2 hours of traffic we finally reach the venue and meet up with Aarav. We were escorted to backstage by the security. "This is your chance, go on meet him and tell him everything." Sara whispers making Aarav look towards us "Whom do you want to talk to? Is there any problem that you need my help with?" I just playfully roll my eyes at him and pinch his cheeks unable to resist his adorableness. He slaps my hand away making me frown.
As if on cue I hear Jungkook's voice "Aarav! Guys Hi" making me a turn and just like that he takes my breath away. He was standing there wearing black from top to bottom. Describing him as HOT would be the understatement of the century.
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