Always His?

17. We're Screwed

Ziva's POV:

Finally, I find my voice and ask him 'What happened and what am I doing here?'

He just looks plainly at me stating "You're drunk!" earning a scoff from me in return.

'Of course, I am drunk, now let me go back and dance so that I can sober up enough to drive back home.' I say trying to walk away from him to stop my heart from beating so erratically due to the proximity between us. He on the other hand had a different plan as he pulled me back to my original place. Caging me in that position leaving no room to escape, he slowly raises his hand and reaches for my neck. I stand still watching his movements like a hawk. He then reaches for my band and removes it slowly making my heart beat at an abnormal pace.

"I like you better with open hair and you are not driving!!" All this time I avoid looking into his eyes to help my heart from exploding.

'No Jungkook I need to drive as driving helps me not to focus on other things.' I admit still not looking into his eyes.

"What are you trying to divert your attention from?" He asks making all my worries return back. All my feelings return back. Making me realize that he's leaving and I am never going to see him again fills my eyes with tears.

"Come on Jungkook don't make me say it." I say looking into his eyes for the first time in the last 10 minutes of our conversation.

Jungkook's POV:

"Come on Jungkook don't make me say it!" she says meeting my eyes for the first time since I dragged her into the parking lot. Her eyes were filled with tears and I wanted to do nothing more than to kiss her pain away.

'Ziva, please don't cry and tell me what's bothering you.' I ask still being naïve to her actions.

"You want to know why I am behaving like this?" she asks and I nod in return "It's because you guys are leaving. It's because YOU are leaving. These past few days have been magical to me. I don't want this to end but it's going to end in a few hours and all of you will be gone before I even wake up tomorrow morning. It's difficult Jungkook. I don't know why I feel like this but I do." She says wiping her tears.

"I know you guys have no other option but to leave but I can't help but be sad that I won't get to see you tomorrow. I will not be able to feel a pair of eyes on me gauging all my moves. I will not have someone getting jealous if I call someone else as Oppa. I will not feel my heart beating rapidly as someone will not be this close to me again. I will not have someone hold my hand like you do. I will not have someone play with the strands of my hair again from tomorrow."

Her confession leaves me shocked and surprised and my grip on her shoulders loosen but it doesn't stop her from continuing "I don't know how, why and when all of this happened but it did. I tried controlling it but couldn't. I tried telling you but couldn't. I don't know why I become a mess around you but I do. I just.. It's too much for me you know. I have never felt like this before and I cannot seem to shut away all these feelings and pretend that there is nothing between us. Jungkook I..I..Like"

Just like that without even having a control over my actions and without realizing or thinking about anything else I cut her off by smashing my lips against hers. I have been dying to do this from the moment I laid my eyes on her and I couldn't stop myself from doing it now. Blame it on the alcohol or the butterflies in my stomach I felt while she was confessing. 

Her lips tasted sweet and heavenly. After a few seconds of staying still she responds to my kiss fervently. I take advantage of this opportunity and place my hands on her waist pulling her a bit closer and she immediately catches hold of my t-shirt pulling me even closer if that was even possible. Her skin burned against my touch and it's a feeling I will never get used to. I take full control and glide my tongue against her bottom lips asking for entrance which she denies making me release a grunt of frustration. She smiles through the kiss as I glide one my hand up her waist and interlock it in her thick black hair. I tug slightly at her hair and she gasps granting me access to explore her mouth. 

But then she pulls away a bit too abruptly making me frown and open my eyes. I see her staring worriedly at something behind me.

'What happened?' I ask.

"I think I saw someone or something over there. It was like a flash light or something I don't know." She says making me turn back to find out who or what exactly happened.

As soon as I turn back a flash of light catches my eye and I see a person running with a camera. Whatever remaining effect alcohol had in my body leaves in a second as soon as I comprehend the fact that someone took pictures of us.

Shit this can't be happening not now. 'Dammit we're screwed' saying that I drag Ziva back upstairs. How could I let this happen? How could this happen in the first place? I thought PD Nim took great care while arranging the security detail, then how was it so easy for a man to breach it and take pictures of us. My brain was flooded with confusion, guilt, anxiety and helplessness. I didn't know what to do now. I dragged Ziva into this and now she's going to suffer.

"Jungkook, you are scaring me" she says causing me to look at her with a blank face.

'It's going to be ok Ziva. Don't worry we will take care of it.'

We finally reach upstairs and I rush towards Rapmon hyung. "Where did you guys go off to" V hyung says but shuts up immediately when he looks at my face.

'Rapmon hyung, its bad' I say and all of them immediately gather around us and Ziva instinctively holds my hand a little tighter.

"What happened?" Rapmon hyung asks and I explain them what exactly happened.

"Shit! But how could this happen under PD Nim's security?" Jimin asks the same thing which was on my mind for quite some time now.

"Do you guys know or have any idea if he got your faces." Hobi hyung asks and I shake my head in a no.

"Ok, this is bad. I am going to call PD Nim. Don't worry we will figure out something." Saying that Rapmon hyung excuses himself.

"What is going to happen now?" Ishaan asks and we just shrug our shoulders in response.

I turn towards Ziva and look into her eyes which are filled with worry. 'I am sorry, this is all my fault. I should have checked my surroundings.' I whisper and she shakes her head still holding onto my hand

"No it's not your fault. You couldn't have known what was going to happen and don't blame yourself. RM is talking to Bang PD and I am sure they are going to figure out something, right?" she asks but this time I don't respond.