"Come on Jungkook don't make me say it!" she says meeting my eyes for the first time since I dragged her into the parking lot. Her eyes were filled with tears and I wanted to do nothing more than to kiss her pain away.
'Ziva, please don't cry and te...
As soon as I enter the hotel all my friends rush towards me. Inaaya takes no time and asks, "Where were you, we searched everywhere and couldn't find you." I cut her off by silently whispering 'I met BTS'. That shut them up or more like made their mouths open wide. "You met who?" Sara shouted. I shush her and pull them towards my car. Giving my surroundings a glance and making sure that they were no one else around I tell them everything that happened.
"OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!" Sara shouts. "YOU MET BTS?" I nod "WE ARE HAVING DINNER WITH THEM" I nod again "I AM GOING TO FALL" before I could comprehend that sentence, she fell on the ground making a thud noise. Ishaan helps her up. "I cannot believe this!" she said holding her head in her hands. Truth be told neither can I.
After having a minor breakdown at the parking lot Aarav dropped me home. I freshen up and run towards my wardrobe deciding an outfit for dinner.
I sit on my bed replaying all the little details, I couldn't help but blush whenever Jungkook crossed my mind. The way his eyes stared into mine, the way he was worried about me, the way he caressed my hand, the way he did not let go of my hand, the way he smiled. It was no brainer that I liked him. Who wouldn't? When I was introduced to BTS the first person I liked was Jin. His personality and jokes, mostly his confidence made him my bias. As I continued to listen to their songs I started liking Jungkook as well. That boy was good at everything. After meeting him today I couldn't stop thinking about him. The moment his eyes met mine, it was like everything else blurred. It was just me and him. I could stare at him all day and still not get tired. I didn't know whether I am fan-girling or I am starting to have feelings.
I then continued to think about the cons, if my feelings were real and not because I was a fan. I knew that never in a million years will Jungkook reciprocate my feelings. I mean he is JEON JUNGKOOK! The member of the world's most famous band. The golden maknae of BTS. Why will he even like me? I am not pretty, I am just a normal girl with a normal job. Jungkook can get any girl he wants and he will certainly not want me. Just thinking about it hurt though. Accepting the fact that a guy like Jungkook will never like me was painful.
Just to make myself feel better I started thinking about the pros. If Jungkook likes me what would that mean? I will get to be with the man I love, adore and respect. But how will we even make it work? He's from Korea and I am from India. He has life there, people he needs to take care of, stay with, career, most importantly he has his hyungs and even I have family and friends here. I just graduated 6 months ago and I am building my career. None of us can leave everything which we have worked hard to build and long distance will never work with the busy schedules. The situation I was in only had cons. They were no pros to it.
Jungkook's POV:
"You do know that I have her number and all you need to do is ask for it if you want it," Jin hyung says with a smirk. I knew he was enjoying this. He knew that I wanted it, that I was dying to call her.
"I will take her number with her consent," I say. All of their mouths hang open on my comment.
"Wah, Daebak!! Kookie what happened to you, is this our kookie?" Hobi hyung asks. V and Jimin hyungs just smile at me.
"Whatever I am going to call her now and ask her to meet us at the hotel." I hear Jin hyung say.
Jimin hyung goes to inform the security detail about this. In the meantime V hyung gets an idea. "Why don't we have dinner in the studio today? I mean it will be just us and them and we do not have to worry about anyone else recognizing us." The idea was perfect and was just what I wanted. Some alone time with Ziva without worrying about who is watching us and who isn't. I am not like this at all. I was the type to run away when a girl approached me. I mean there are compilation videos of me made by fans in which I am either running away or getting scared in the presence of a girl. I don't know why that girl got me so intrigued. Maybe it was because we hurt her and I wanted to be sure she was okay. There was just something about her which was making it hard for me to ignore her.
Jin hyung then calls her and puts the phone on speaker on purpose might I add. After a few rings she lifts the call and I hear her angelic voice again. "Hello" she says making my heart beat faster.
'Hi, Ziva this is your Oppa' Jin hyung says causing me to glare at him. She just laughs it off. The sound of her laughter sent shivers down my spine in a very good way.
"I wasn't expecting for you to call so early, In fact I wasn't expecting for your call at all. I thought you guys would just ignore the conversation." She replies causing all of us to frown.
'Never, we never break our promises,' Jin hyung replies. 'So I just called to let you know that we are going to have the dinner in the studio itself. Is that okay with you?' She immediately responds with a yes and Jin hyung gives her the address.
"Okay I will see you guys at 8pm sharp," she says. 'We will be waiting for you' Jin hyung replies "Oh and Ziva, can you call me Oppa before hanging up?' I quickly hit him on the neck. She laughs again saying "annyeong oppa," and hangs up. We all smile at her Korean accent and retire towards of our rooms.
I sat on the middle of the bed thinking why was I feeling this way? Why did Ziva have this effect on me? Was it the guilt or am I actually feeling something towards her? Why just looking at her makes my heart beat faster? Why is it that I get lost once I look into her eyes? I immediately break out of my trance as I feel a pillow hit my head.
"Jungkook seriously I have been calling your name for like five minutes! What is it with you and this day dreaming?" Jimin hyung asks.
"Are you thinking about Ziva?" V hyung asks to which I nod.
Jimin hyung instantly replies "You do know that you cannot date her right."
For some reason that statement made me angry 'I know hyung! And what are you suggesting? What do you mean that I cannot date her? Do you like her as well?' I know it was too farfetched and stupid to jump into that conclusion right away but what can I say, I am Jeon Jungkook.
"No!" he replies too quickly.
'Are you suggesting that I use her? You know I can never do that' I shouted my anger taking control over me.
Jimin hyung places a hand on my shoulder to calm me down "I never said that Jungkook, look all I meant is dating is off limits for us. Those are the rules and you know it. I know we can't help it when it comes to matters of heart. But think about Ziva once. Think about what will happen to her if your feelings towards her grow. How it will ruin her life and how will people treat her if this comes out in the open. You know this better than anyone else." I just look at him with a blank stare
"Jungkook-ah, we all met Ziva and she's a lovely girl but if this continues then you will hurt her and you know this. All I am asking is for you to stop the pain you will cause her in the future and try to control your feelings. Just few more days and we will leave this place. Control your feelings till then and eventually you will forget her."
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Wow!! I feel like this the longest chapter I have written till now. Hope you guys enjoy it. Also did you guys listen to the new album 'BE' I cant stop listening to it. Our boys do know how to make us proud. 'Life goes on' is a masterpiece!!! And director Jungkook is also crowned as the People's sexiest man alive 2020 by People's magazine. Could this year get any better for BTS and ARMY? 💜💜💜💜💜 Keep streaming BE and help our boys get that Grammy they have been waiting for.
