shattered|| taekook

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Dear Diary,

I felt butterflies when you complimented me on my looks, but also a pang in my chest when I realized you still had that effect on me.

Today was nothing special, Jungkook. Just boring. We worked pretty well as a team and got praised. Seems like Jimin doesn't like it.

Oh and Yoongi hyung's angry.

--11:39 p.m.

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Dear Diary,

Me and hyung decided to hang out again. And I couldn't be happier, when I walked out of the room in a hurry without tying my lace, I tripped. But thankfully hyung saved me. It wasn't anything romantic, his hands were wrapped around my waist and our noses inches apart ....but it seemed something like that.

And you both exited your dorm.

I wanted to explain, but how? It cannot be romantic when hyung who saved me flicked my head. When he kicked my butt, cussing at me for the pain I caused in his back, when he grabbed my neck from behind and scolded me to tie my shoelace.

Thinking about it nowㅡit was more like a harassment.

He tied my shoelace while I glanced at you and Jimin, you both were tensed. Uneasy.

Your eyes were glued to Yoongi hyung and if looks could kill, he would've been declared dead. When you locked your eyes with mine, I realized what you must have felt, the job of tying my shoelace when I wore sports was your's.

It seemed like Yoongi hyung took your spot. I didn't replace you, Jungkook. I could never.

It's just that....Yoongi hyung made his own place.

--12:08 a.m.

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no one asked but: i'm anxious, and so freaking not good. but hope ya'll precious af beans are fine. please you need to be. remember you are and will be important and valid to me.
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lowkey sorry for ruining the mood but get used to it if you're planning to be a constant reader 💀👌

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bora hae 💜💜

-aura