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Yeonjun's a bit hesitant to take his clothes off at first. Sure Soobin has seen his body a lot and saw it just a few hours ago but he's ashamed.

Ashamed that he looks so... used. Ashamed that Soobin is no longer the only one who's been in him and had him the way only Soobin should have.

"It's okay baby. Your still beautiful." Soobin says clearly seeing Yeonjun's doubt. "B-but I'm so used binnie. Why would you even want to be with me anymore? I'm disgusting just like my mother. Probably worse." Yeonjun says sadly.

"Yeonjun no matter what happens... you're perfect to me. You'll always be perfect to me. And you aren't anything like your mother. You didn't ask for any of this so it's not your fault. Never has been and never will be." Soobin says bringing Yeonjun's smaller body into a hug.

"I love you binnie." Yeonjun mumbles against his chest. "I love you too baby. Now let's get you cleaned up." Soobin whispers softly and Yeonjun nods.

He watches in a daze as Soobin slowly strips him of his clothes. Gently moving his hands over his naked body. He hasn't been touched so softly in so long and he just basks in the feeling. Goosebumps all over his skin.

"See? You're still so beautiful. My beautiful Junnie." Soobin says guiding Yeonjun towards the shower.

They both step in and Yeonjun doesn't even notice Soobin's naked body until then. He almost forgot how well built the boy was. But it's obvious how much skinnier he's gotten. Yeonjun worries it's from stress. Stressing over him being gone.

"Are you gonna stare or let me wash your hair?" Soobin says chuckling. Yeonjun can't help but smile at the boy. His light. His whole reason to breathe. Fuck Soobin probably is his oxygen.

That's why Yeonjun kisses him for the first time since he's seen the younger again. Kissing him so desperately like it's going to be their last time. They both knows it's not but as Soobin kisses him back, wrapping his arms around the boys waist, they both act like it is.

Soobin licks at his lip asking for permission and yeonjun smiles into the kiss. Missing such a simple yet sweet gesture after so long. He easily opens up for the younger.

Instantly moaning at just the feeling of Soobin's tongue colliding with his own. Soobin slowly pushing him against the wall, effectively caging him in.

But he doesn't feel scared like he would with other men, he feels safe. He wants Soobin to corner him and make him feel small because he knows he'll take care of him.

As Soobin slips his hands lower, squeezing at Yeonjun's ass, Yeonjun slowly pulls away. Resting his forehead against Soobin's.

"Not yet. I-i want to wait." Yeonjun says. Soobin just gives him a soft smile before sliding his hands back up to Yeonjun's lower back.

"I wasn't planning on it baby don't worry. Take your time." Soobin says softly before pecking his lips. Yeonjun just blushes at the sweet gesture.

"Now let me wash your hair."

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After they take a shower they both crawl back into bed. Neither bothering to put more clothes on as Yeonjun throws one arm and one leg over Soobin's bare body and burying his face in his naked chest.

He needs this. To be so close and so intimate with someone in a sort of innocent way. Especially someone like Soobin.

"You can go back to sleep baby." Soobin whispers and Yeonjun nods his head slowly.

A few minutes later he falls asleep to Soobin's steady heartbeat and the feeling of him running his fingers through his wet locks.

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"Choi Soobin what the hell?" Someone says waking Yeonjun up out of his sleep. He immediately misses the warm feeling of Soobin's body. How long has he been gone?

He slowly looks up and realizes that the voice is Taeyeon. She apparently just came into the room and saw him. He looks over towards the closet and sees Soobin slipping on a pair of joggers. He must not have been up for long given his sleepy eyes.

"Since when do you bring strangers into our home?! And let them have their naked bodies on your bed at that!" Taeyeon yells. Yeonjun finds himself smiling slightly.

It's obvious she doesn't know it's him lying naked under her sons blankets once again. He's really missed her high pitched voice.

"You're going to wake him up!" Soobin whines stomping his foot. "Are you crazy?! I want him out of my house right now! How do you think Yeonjun would feel about this huh?" Taeyeon says.

"Mom. Can we just talk outside please?" Soobin asks. "I'm sorry for bringing him up it's just..." Taeyeon starts and Soobin scoffs before dragging Taeyeon out the room.

Yeonjun just giggles before standing up and placing his ear on the now closed door.

He can hear Taeyeons gasps and Soobin saying his name a few times. He must be explaining the situation to her.

Yeonjun can feel his stomach start to churn remembering he would have to tell the people who treat him so kindly about all the awful things that happened to him. What if they look at him differently?

Suddenly the door opens and Yeonjun backs away. The door opens revealing Soobin and Taeyeon. Yeonjun quickly remembers he's naked and grabs a sheet from the bed to wrap around himself.

He doesn't get embarrassed like he used to. Plenty of people have seen his body. Used it. What's one more going to hurt? Plus she's seen him in way worse situations before.. 

"Aww Yeonjun." Taeyeon says immediately pulling the boy into a hug. Yeonjun hugs her back tightly. He's missed this. Family.

"Are you doing okay? Well of course you aren't but... are you doing better now? Has Soobin been taking care of you?" Taeyeon asks and Yeonjun smiles at the woman. She just cares so much.

"I-im better now that I'm here. Thank you. And Soobin's been amazing as always." Yeonjun says and Taeyeon smiles at him. "I'm glad. Just know this place is your home okay? I'll let you two get ready and you can tell us what happened in your own time. No rush." Taeyeon says before giving his forehead a soft peck and leaving the room.

"Still as sweet as ever." Yeonjun says giggling. "Still as bitchy as ever." Soobin groans wrapping his arms around Yeonjun and shoving his face in his neck. "Stop being disrespectful!" Yeonjun teases lightly slapping Soobin's chest.

"I'm glad you're doing better." Soobin says suddenly. Pulling away to look Yeonjun in the eyes. "I'm glad I'm here. I-i never thought I would see you again you know..." Yeonjun says sadly.

"Me too honestly. I thought you were dead junnie... I didn't know what to do. I lost hope after the third month." Soobin says and Yeonjun looks at him with wide eyes.

"T-third month?!" Yeonjun exclaims. "Yeah..." Soobin says clearly not understanding Yeonjun's reaction.

"Binnie... how long was I gone?" Yeonjun asks looking him in the eyes. "4 months. Why? Didn't you know?"

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