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"Mother." Yeonjun says coldly. His whole plan was to treat her just as coldly as she treated him. Just to give her a taste of her own medicine.
"I'm so happy you're here! I've been meaning to-" "please shut up." Yeonjun interrupts causing his mother to gasp.
He expected her to start flipping out on him but suprisingly she didn't. Just sat there with her mouth open.
"I don't want to hear all your lies just to make yourself feel better about what you did to me. I have questions and I want them answered. After that I never want to see you again. And trust me when I say you will never ever have a relationship with me or my child after I walk away." Yeonjun says and his mom just nods her head slowly.
She obviously wasn't expecting this.
"My first question is why? Why do you hate me so much that you've treated me like shit ever since I was a little child?" Yeonjun asks.
"It's complicated really. Yeonjun I'm going to tell you something that I don't know if you'll be able to handle." She explains.
"Just tell me. I need to know." Yeonjun says. "W-well your father was... despite what you thought about him he wasn't a very nice man. He did bad things to people who didn't deserve it. But I loved him. Which shows the kind of fool I am right there. And after you were born he became more distant. He was never really home and one day I saw him at the store. He was with another woman. Some barely legal whore and I just couldn't face him so I ran home with you in my arms. Once he came home he was pissed that I caught him but I was pissed as well and when I asked why he was cheating he said it was because of... well you." She explains and Yeonjun's heart drops. He thought he had at least one parent who loved him. Apparently not.
"He said that you never should of been born and it ruined everything for him. I never understood how because I was always the one taking care of you but he said it. Then he left. I was broken for the longest time and I guess I still am. That's why I started drinking and doing drugs and just taking all my anger out on you. I blamed you for him leaving and I shouldn't have. It's his fault for being so fucking selfish." She continues not able to look Yeonjun in the eyes at the last part.
"Then things just got so much worse once he died. We were separated for a few months and he was living with that whore when he got shot. Doing whatever sketchy job he had at the time. As a result I ended up with most of his money for you once you turned 18. So you could go to college and whatnot. But I ended up using it for my own selfish reasons and to just cope with what had happened to your father. Because I still loved him. No matter how much of a dick he was. And I thought if you had never been born he never would of left me. He might not of ever died. But I know now that's not true. Men like that are just going to be like that. He just used you as an excuse. Just like I used you as an excuse. It was messed up. And I'm sorry I wasn't a better parent to you." His mother says as tears fall down her cheeks.
Yeonjun stares at her with a blank expression. Not willing to let himself break down in front of this woman. She doesn't deserve seeing him so vulnerable.
"Do you even know what they did to me?" Yeonjun asks and she just shakes her head.
"They fucking raped me. Over and over again. Because of you. You fucking... ruined me just because you couldn't manage to even care for your own child." Yeonjun says.
"And I don't want to hear how sorry you are. You really don't deserve to even be trying to justify what you did. Because I know I will never recover from everything you put me through. You shouldn't be able to either. You should have to deal with it just like me. And I hope sitting here with only the dirty walls to stare at will give you plenty of time to think." Yeonjun says as he stands up. His mother standing up as well with a sad look on her face.
"Whatever you are going to say I don't want to hear it. I'm going to walk out of here and into the arms of the man I love who will never ever leave me or my baby behind. And to all the other people who are more of a family to me than you will ever be. And... I don't know if I will ever be able to forgive you but I will thank you. Thank you for setting such a bad fucking example of what a parent is so that I can give my baby the whole world and hopefully make them happier than you have ever made me." Yeonjun says as he walks away.
Walks away from the last piece of his awful life. Happy to be able to leave it all behind as he starts his new life.
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"So I was thinking... maybe we should get away for a while." Soobin says as him and Yeonjun lay in THEIR bed. Yeonjun in Soobin's arms.
After they left the station everyone else went home and Yeonjun just wanted to be with Soobin. He didn't really want to see anyone else.
"What do you mean?" Yeonjun asks as he draws shapes on Soobin's bare torso. "Well I may or may not have booked us a room on the beach." Soobin explains and Yeonjun jumps up excitedly.
"The beach?" He asks as he bounces up and down on the bed. "Yeah... I figured after everything that's happened you should just be able to relax. Enjoy your life without all the worrying you know?" Soobin explains and Yeonjun nods his head happily.
"Thank you thank you." The older says as he crawls on Soobin's lap and pulls his boyfriend into a hug. "Anything for you darling." Soobin says as he wraps his arms around Yeonjun.
"A-are you crying?!" Soobin asks as he pulls away and takes Yeonjun's face into his hands. "N-no..." Yeonjun stutters out as tears fall down his cheeks.
"What's wrong baby?" Soobin soothes. "I-i just... you make me so fucking happy binnie. Before you I never really thought I deserved happiness. Or could even be happy if I tried. But you changed my entire life. And I don't know if I will ever be able to repay you." Yeonjun says as he stares into his boyfriends dark eyes. He wouldn't mind getting completely lost in them.
"You don't have to thank me junnie. And the only way you need to repay me is by being here. Being by my side because you've made me the happiest man alive ever since you became my tutor. Even if you didn't exactly know it at first." Soobin says chuckling at the end.
"Who knew that was the start of something so amazing." Yeonjun says smiling as he rubs his baby bump.
"I know we're young but I'm glad to have this baby you know that right? If I could go back i wouldn't change a thing." Soobin says as he places his hand on Yeonjun's smaller one.
"Same here..." Yeonjun whispers as he looks up at Soobin who is already staring at him.
"You're mine forever right?" Soobin says lowering his voice as well.
"Forever." Yeonjun says as his lips graze Soobin's. He didn't even notice they had gotten so close.
"I love you." Soobin whispers.
"I love you more." Yeonjun breathes out pressing his lips against his boyfriends, the father of his child and his forever.
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So this is the last chapter before the last two chapters...
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