talking to myself

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Hello once more, those of you looking for my things after I became a hero of my times.
It's been about a year and 1/4 since the world has been overcome by a deadly virus.
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Vaccines for people my age (at the time of me writing this) have been available for a few weeks, and I got my first dose recently!
My second one is scheduled to be soon....
But anyway, it is currently 0044 and I would like to sleep, but there is something keeping me from doing so.
I've been feeling quite down about most things lately, and a lot of things haven't been going right for me either.
Plus I was really excited to watch the premiere of Miraculous Shanghai but there were a lot of setbacks so the experience was less than enjoyable.
And today I got told that I should stop daydreaming and just get to things already, but I don't know how to explain that I dislike being rushed as much as thEy dislike daydreaming.
So I stayed quiet... it stops the lecture from going on longer than it has to and from having to actually talk about how I feel—
I should start my summer work soon, I was so excited to be productive this summer, yet here I've been, doing absolutely nothing but dreaming about when I'll actually begin getting my act together.
Maybe I shOuld stop daydreaming a little bit...
To those of you looking through my things because I've become a hero, take this with you: "Daydream, but not a lot. Then all you end up doing is daydreaming."
Well, I'm getting pretty exhausted (its now 0057) so I'll try to sleep now, though I'm not sure how successful I'll be.
(Manifesting a dream about Adachi Yuto instead of thEm, I don't want to keep seeing them in my dreams please—)
Until next time, historians looking through my things (and others, though I doubt others exist at this point in my life).