WARNINGS: angst
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"You're a villain?" You cried, looking at the purple-haired male in surprise as he leaned against the wall lazily. The dim light of the lamp post illuminated his figure, one you usually felt safe with. "A-all this time?" Shinsou chuckled darkly, cracking his knuckles.
"You really didn't see the signs, baby?" You stood your ground, an uncomfortable prickling feeling on the back of your neck. The man you thought you loved was gone. Shinsou pushed off from the wall and approached you, grabbing your jaw with his hand, making sure your eyes were trained on him. "Well, aren't you gonna answer me?" You bit your lip and tried to bite back tears as he just smirked at your expression.
You tried to look away, but his hand held you firmly in place, so you opted to avoid his eyes instead. The same eyes that had looked at you with love and happiness. But now you knew it was all fake. "You never loved me, did you?" You whispered out. Shinsou let go of you and pretended to be in deep thought.
"I was definitely attracted to you." He grinned, his eyes trailing up and down your body. You wrapped your arms around yourself and glared at him.
"You're disgusting."?
"Oh, really? Am I that disgusting?" A smirk was present on his face.
"Yes, you ar—" you clamped your hand over your mouth, but it was too late. Your arm dropped to your side and your mind felt hazy. Snap out of it. You panicked as Shinsou got closer, tilting his head to the side, pleased with your vulnerable state.
"Follow me," he commanded, turning down the alley and to a familiar street. Your legs followed after him, no matter how hard you tried to resist. You could feel the anger and sadness welling up inside you, but you couldn't dwell on it. "Inside." He pushed you into his apartment, the same place you had cuddled together, watched movies, hell you had even slept with him here.
He released his quirk and you sighed, immediately flinging yourself to the wall, trying to create as much distance as possible between you and Shinsou. The violet-haired male sat himself down on the couch, his body turned towards you as he licked his lips, obviously enjoying the way you seemed to fear him. "What? No more cuddles, no more 'I love yous'?" Shinsou chuckled as you flinched at the word. He got up from the couch and towered over you as you tried to press yourself further back into the wall. "You don't love me anymore?" He pouted.
"I don't even know what to think anymore, Shinsou. You really hurt me," you stuttered out.
"Shinsou?" He repeated. "No more 'Toshi?" You shook your head and mustered up all your strength to push him away from you, but he caught your hands, pinning them by the wall. "Answer me, baby. Do you not love me anymore?"
You sighed, not realising that you were falling straight into his trap once again. "I do." And there the feeling was again, like your mind was a blur and you had no control. This time your head hurt. You were just a toy to him. A doll.
"On my lap," he said, patting his legs as he sat down on the couch. You tried so hard to resist, but your legs walked over him, straddling him as he placed your arms around his neck. "You can't be this close to me and say you feel nothing," he murmured, pressing soft kisses into your neck. "I do love you, you know." You had no choice but to accept what was happening, no emotions present on your face as you tried hard to fight an internal battle.
You felt the haze lift off you as he stopped using his quirk and you sighed, tears springing to your eyes as Shinsou gripped your waist, nuzzling his face into your neck. "You don't love me," you said blankly. "You used me for information on Izuku and my friends. You wanted my quirk. You didn't want me."
"Don't say that, baby," he cooed, caressing your cheek softly as he cupped it. "I do love you."
"Stop saying that." Every word was like an extra stab to your chest, tears were running down your face now, Shinsou wiping them away absentmindedly as he brought his face closer to yours, pressing your lips together. The touch was like poison to you and you whimpered against his lips, the saltiness of your tears mixing with saliva as you pulled yourself away from him.
"I can't do this. You're a villain, my enemy. I can't—" you heaved in a deep breath. "I can't be with you anymore." You tried to wipe your tears away, your vision becoming blurry. You were vulnerable and you knew Shinsou could use that to his advantage. "If you really loved me you wouldn't have used your quirk on me. You promised 'Toshi. You promised you would never." The nickname made him widen his eyes in surprise, but before he could answer, the door slammed shut and you were gone.
"I'm sorry, baby," he whispered out, watching as the outline of your body faded away into the darkness. "I really did love you."
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