Moving On

CHAPTER:2 (The strange encounter)

𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀!! 𝗜 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘂𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗰𝘇 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝟬 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗿𝗻. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲.

420_alyssa 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂❤

I screamed and woke up from the nightmare and wiped the beads of sweat and tears from my face with the sleeve of my night suit. I checked my phone and it was 2 in the morning. It's been 4 months since I started having these nightmares and tbh it's weird watching the same things again and again,crying over it again and again. The only remedy to come back to my normal self after all this was in the pantry of my kitchen hidden. My antidepressants which I mostly overdosed. I had to keep it hidden so that my dad doesn't finds'em cz I didn't wanted to waste the next 6 months going to a better psychiatrist which hardly did any help but just caused isolation.

I tiptoed to the kitchen and found my bottle of pills and gobbled down 5 pills with water. As I kept my glass of water down in the sink I felt something moving past me my eyes followed it I was scared but curious. As Adrenaline hit up my veins I moved and walked in its direction.It was a shadow which signalled me something. I followed it and realised it was taking me to the backyard  of my house. Soon I reached near my swimming pool and the shadow stopped and turned to me.

"No!! No!! No!! For gods sake it can't be you. Am I dreaming?"

I nearly choked my breath as I saw the figure was none other than him. The skeletons from my closet were standing in front of me much more alive which made me feel as if I was on the verge of dying.

The figure moved closer and I took a step back and I was standing on the edge of the swimming pool.

"Hola to the cause of my death,doing well with your life?huh well sorry to say these happy days won't last long pumpkin" He inched closer and closer with each passing second.

𝘗𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘬𝘪𝘯!! This name made feel dizzy. I tried pushing the thoughts away and yelled."you are just a nightmare, a hallucination,I didn't murdered you!!I loved you soo fucking much that I feel dead inside every single day trust me plz" And tears came out on their own.

Before I could say anything the figure pushed me into the pool and I struggled,I tried coming above the water but it pushed me again in the water I couldn't breathe.i felt water filling my Insides and I couldn't struggle more. I knew this was an end.this is how I die. But suddenly 2 strong arms pulled me out of water and laid me on the edge of the pool I couldn't breathe,I felt hands rubbing my back and I puked all the water inside me.

It was my dad and he was crying "sugar! Sugar!! My doll look at me? It's fine ohkay it's all fine.." He pulled me into his embrace and when I opened my eyes he breathed a sigh of relief.

"What we're you doing out here princess?" He asked worried.

"I..I was just Walking and slipped into the pool" I lied.

He smacked my head and pulled me closer to him " I have only one eccentric daughter ohkay?I don't wanna lose her cz she doesn't even know how to balance on two feet while walking and also stay in your room at night idiot,you may catch a cold"

"Ouch dad!! Ohkay gotcha" I said with a reassuring smile.

We went to our rooms and dad insisted that he'll make hot cocoa for me,but right now I couldn't think of anything else but of the accident that took place a while ago so I just told him that I'll just go to my room and sleep.

I kept on turning in my bed scared,anxious and frustrated.
The alarm woke me up at 7 in the morning. I didnt wanted to go to school but I knew it was the only escape since sitting alone with myself will let the thoughts flood again.

I showered,brushed my teeth and while I stood in front of the mirror I noticed that I had a cut on my face which I might have got when I hit the edge last night. Chills ran down my spine at just the thought of it. I brushed the thoughts away and then brushed my hair. I wore a  baby pink umbrella sleeves top with rugged black jeans and matching pink flats.

I put a bandage on my face. Tie my hair up in a pony tail took my bag and realised dad was still sleeping so I didnt bothered waking him up and put a sticky note on the fridge telling him that I left for school and might come home late.

I drove away but the thoughts wandered in my minds like clouds blocking the sun.

What will he do now. He needs to know that I didn't do anything!! Did I? I felt so good to see him but not like this.
"Aye Lady can't see the green light?" The voice startled me out of my thoughts and I saw the green light and drove up to my school.

I parked my car and got out and locked it.

"Hey pumpkin"
I jumped scared and turned back to find out that it was Davis
"What did you just called me?" I said breathing heavily and sweating.
"I said hey liv" Davis said with a confused look. "You alright?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"You look pale Liv,everything alright?"
"I said everything is fine Dave" I said annoyed.

Soon boys from his group came and he went with them while looking at me with suspicious eyes

The day passed out in a blur with Genevieve and the girls gossiping about how hot the boys in the football team were and how badly they needed to buy new clothes while asking me if I was listening every 5 minutes.

The school ended and without any further delay I texted Dr. Ashton

Me : 𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚌! 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝?
Doc : 𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚟 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 7 :)

I revved the engine and drove away.