Maniac

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Tw: Self doubt, mention of sickness and being bedridden

Is it ok to joke at a time like this?
I sit with my friends feeling down
Head in my hands
But soon I'm laughing along with them, smiling a bit.
Is this ok?
Is it okay to be smiling in this situation?
While she is awfully sick just a few rooms down
I sit here and laugh with them
Does this make me bad?
Am I unstable?
Does this mean something?
Here I am wondering if I'm stable while she's bedridden.
Is it ok to go into her room yet?
She's in so much pain and yet here I am.
I'm a maniac.







-Inspired by Inside Bo Burnham on Netflix

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