Calamity Noragami Yatoxreader

Untitled Part 2

Past
Yato pov
I sat next to yn. I watch the blight slowly cover her body. The regalis that have volunteered to be apart of the ablution would be here soon. In the meantime I was trying to keep Yn comfortable. It was killing me that I couldn't touch her. I just wanted to hold her but then the blight will affect me too. Yn started talking in her sleep. She started sweating. I placed a cold wet cloth on her forehead. I started wiping her cheeks with the cloth trying to cool her down. Yn:" Renji Renji I'm sorry." Yato:" Yn wake up your dreaming." Her eyes fluttered open and tears escaped her eyes. Yato:" It's ok it was just a dream." Yn:" ..I wish." Yato:" Yn why won't you release Renji?" Yn looked so hurt she turned her head away from me. Yn:" Renji isn't like other regalias. Most regalias don't remember their life before they died but Renji does." Yato:" I've never heard of that happening? How do you know hes telling the truth?" Yn:" I've looked into it. It's rare but it can happen. Also I knew Renji when he was human." Yato:" You what? "

Yn pov
I met Renji when I was in the village. He was maybe about 13 at the time. He was begging people for food I thought he was homeless. I gave him some bread. His eyes lit up like it was the happiest day of his life. After he ate the bread I started walking away. Then I saw his father slap him across the face. He was yelling at him for sneaking off. As for a punishment he wouldn't feed him for two days. After that I started watching over him. Both his parents were so terrible to him. The beatings got worse everyday. I kept telling myself it's not a god's job to interfere with human affairs. Unless if a wish is made. But When they tried to brand him I couldn't stand by anymore. I barged in and I murdered his parents. Thankfully he was unconscious during the whole thing. I contemplated on what I should do. I considered taking him under my care but the kind of life me and Yato lived.There's no way we could take care of a child. So my only option was to take him to an orphanage. I thought he would get adopted by a loving family. That poor kid. He just couldn't catch a break. As I told Yato this he looked at me with an intrigued shocked expression. Yato:" What happened to him?" Yn:" Turns out that orphanage. Sold some of the kids to a brotheral. After so long of working there Renji eventually got sick and passed away. Renji never got to experience any real love in his life. I tried to help him. All I did was put him in a different hell. " Yato:" Yn you didn't know that it was a shady orphanage. That's not your fault. Does he know it was you from back then?" Yn:" No I saw that he was already struggling when his memories came back to him. I didnt want to make things harder for him. I was gonna tell him eventually. Yato do you understand now why I can't release him? I don't want to be another person who abandons him. I should of just brought him home that day. " Yato looked at me with a pained expression. He placed the cloth on my cheek and placed his hand on top of the cloth. Yato:" Even though things didn't turn out well for him, You made the right call. The kind of life we live it's too dangerous to involve a child." A tear went down Yato's cheek. Yato:" I wish everyday that we could have a normal life. I want to have a child with you. But we have too many enemies it's hard enough keeping ourselves alive. It would be irresponsible to bring another life into this." Yn:" I know Yato. I've accepted that awhile ago. It's okay because your enough Yato."

Present day
Yato pov
Yn:" Your enough Yato." Yn's voice echoed in my head. I was grateful that i was able to make her happy. But i always felt that i should have given her more. If i noticed sooner that Renji was hurting her she wouldnt have died. I have a second chance. This time i will protect her better. For the past couple weeks I've been I don't want to say ive been stalking Yn. I've been observing. Her foster family is useless they just have her to get an extra paycheck to drink on. Most of the time she stays the night with this tool bag named Dave.From morning to night she drank and snorted coke. At this rate she's not gonna make it to 21. I became physically sick from watching the way she lives her life. She has a second chance and she's throwing it all away. Yeah maybe she does have a raw deal with the foster family but she's only making her situation worse.