The Blonde Jonas Brother. {A BTS X Male Idol Reader}

Thousands of Doubts behind me & Thousands of Mistrust behind me

Reminder: Italicized w/underling is English while Italicized and Bold is Korean. Just Italicized means it's (Y/N)'s thoughts.
Last time on TBJB:

"You've been to America numerous times now.. do you remember what sells quicker in this country and what these people always love to remember about you?" (Y/N) asked as 

Jimin thinks about it for a bit.
"It's normally your love life no?" He responded as the blonde male let out a hum in acknowledgement.

"Yes but it's more than that, this country loves scandals and seeing a celebrity at their weakest. I don't want to drag all seven of your careers if everyone automatically assumes we are in a relationship. Yes it's true but we all know none of us are really ready to go public since we just started dating." (Y/N) said as Namjoon's lips went into a thin line as he and the others knew that is very true.

Seokjin sighed
" (Y/N)-ah please stop clenching your fists. It's white as snow at this point."he said as he gently placed his hands over (Y/N)'s hands as the blonde male looked at the older male and slowly unclenched his fists and allowed Seokjin to hold his hand.

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(Y/N) surprisingly allowed Seokjin to hold his hand even if he was currently upset with himself for already getting the guys into a scandal so early in their newly founded relationship. His mind was running at a hundred miles a minute with different scenarios, he can't even fathom the amount of hate he probably is going to bring BTS and his own group.

'None of them deserved to deal with this.' The blonde male thought to himself as he was off in his own mind while the three youngest of his seven boyfriends had looked at Yoongi, Namjoon, Hoseok and Seokjin who watched (Y/N) closely for any signs of a panic attack forming but none had gave the little signal to the others so they didn't think the blonde would have a panic attack at all which made them all feel relieved and visibly relax since (Y/N) had literally just left the hospital already. They didn't want to ever see him in a hospital unless it was for check ups only.

  The blonde male took deep and slow breathes, his breathing excercises he was told to do when building up anxiety or when panicking. It worked for a bit til he heard Yoongi asking him five questions to distract his mind, 'can you name 5 objects you can see', 'name 5 of your favorite colors' and ect. Within that time the blonde male has to trust that the situation will be taken car of between BTS' company and his own company, other American record labels would have him indulge in the dating rumors but since (Y/N) and his group was under the exact same labels as his older three brothers they wouldn't risk to mess with someone of BTS' caliber because let's face it.

Once (Y/N) had calmed down enough he stood up and looked at all seven pairs of eyes which have been placed on his standing form.
 
"I think...obviously we are to ignore the rumors so both our companies will deny it but do a collab and eventually down the road...if we are still together, announce our relationship. But we have to make it aware to both our companies that we are indeed dating so that they can at least know especially with Mr.Bang-ssi, seeing as he is another father figure to the seven of you." The blonde male said as with slight hesitation.

The guys slowly smiled at the consideration (Y/N) made for them to at least let their CEO know of the relationship. But the youngest member Jungkook held a frown on his face.