The Blonde Jonas Brother. {A BTS X Male Idol Reader}

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RM, Fabian and Tyler were the only ones to understand what the girl had told (Y/N) as the other six members looked confused on what was happening. (Y/N) then calmly told her that she was the one flirting with him and asking for his number so shamelessly and now that she knew he was gay she had immediately started to bash him for his sexuality when it wasn't her right to judge him and tell him he was wrong for it.

_어쩌면 나는 조금 위험합니다. 피리 부는 사람처럼._

Surprised by (Y/N)'s calm demeanor as he told the waitress off in a polite way, Fabian, Tyler and RM immediately asked her to leave them alone and have another waitress take over them for her.

But what the waitress did next was completely caught everyone in the restaurant off guard, she had grabbed (Y/N)'s Honey Comb Spritz and dumped it on the blonde male, said blonde male froze in place other than him having closed his eyes so what ever alcohol that was in his drink didn't get into his eyes. That's where Fabian drew the line as he demanded to speak to the waitress' manager and the male waiter from earlier quickly came to aid to the blonde male as he had towels in hand to clean the mess and wipe the alcohol off (Y/N) but Tyler took two towels from the waiter and cleaned the (Y/N) himself. (Y/N) was quiet like earlier when he had his head slapped by Fabian but this time the next words leaving the waitress' mouth made him start to enter his deepest thoughts.

"YOU DON'T DESERVE TO EAT WITH BTS YOU FILTHY GAY MAN!! WHY WOULD THEY TRULY LIKE YOU!" She screamed as the blonde male's breathing picked up.

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(Y/N)'s P.O.V.:

Hearing those words made me being to slip into my darkest of thoughts.

'They don't really like you', 'Disgusting.'
'They are all much better than you, why would they hang out with you willingly?', 'Your older brothers set this all up...BTS wants nothing to do with you or the Oral Cigarettes. '.

At this point I just wanted to hurry back to my hotel room, my dark thoughts were viciously attacking my brain, eventually leading my breathing to pick up.

'They are only using you.', 'You aren't what they like.', ' They are using you to get to your much more famous older brothers.'

No, not here....please..
Heart..please... calm down......
I-i can't...
Not here....please.

I pleaded to my heart as my heart beat had picked up gradually.

God no...
Please..
Anything but this right now..
Please not in public..
N-not..
I-infront...
Of...
Them...

I continously pleaded to myself, I have yet to complete myself. Please, I've come so far since the last time something like this had happened.

I was so close...
Why do others have to be so cruel?
I just gained myself after all those years of keeping to myself..

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Nobody's P.O.V.:

The blonde male clenched his chest as he began to sweat profusely. His throat was quickly going dry and he felt like it was closing up. Tyler did his best to have (Y/N) follow his breathing to help calm him down but it just wasn't working.
He indeed was not only having an anxiety attack but to himself, he felt as if the walls were closing in on him, which was making him panic more.

Soon enough the blonde male fainted as his body couldn't handle it anymore. Fabian immediately took his phone out to call 911 then later (Y/N)'s brothers and Aiden and Evan.