William eilish🥵

Tmrw

Idk what this is this is the product of insomnia at 4:20 am👍🏽😂bare wi me hoes
This is finna me in whatever POV you want it to be if you wanna read it from billies POV like she saying this to ace or the other way around your choice

I'm still her and she's moved on I'm still here like I promised you I would be eventually you stopped replying and you blocked my number or you got a new one I'm not too sure I don't have the balls to ask you

Was I too nice?
Why didn't you tell me?
Why didn't you tell me your love died months ago?

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

You kept me breathing and In turn I I made sure you ate everyday even if that meant I FaceTimed you and ate with you or drove across the city to eat with you

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

But that doesn't mean shit to you does it?

You've moved on and all of that shit is in the past now right?

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I can live without you but I don't want to the idea of not having you used to scare me

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

Now that's my new reality you'd gone and I've got to live without you pretty smile that's godamn smile the one that could light up any room

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

All the rooms I see are now somehow dimmer now that you aren't here to light the way anymore

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I still cry in the bathroom because I don't want anyone to hear me sobbing for you warm arms or you loving eyes

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

Now to cope I do all the shit you wanted to never do again I drown out the empty feeling that you left with gen I'm thinking bottled love now

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I don't think I've ever come across a pill I couldn't swallow

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I remember the nights where we didn't fight we weren't at eachother throats

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I still wake up at midnight thinking about the way you would hold me at night

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I still think about the day you told me you
were fine then you packed your bag and left me the same night

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

Don't you remember when we would sneak out to your back seat and have passionate love making the way you held
me and told me you loved me

We aren't even thinking about Tomorrow

I remember kissing in your backseat and you telling me we were gonna get married
Don't you?

I don't think I can live with out you but if I don't die tonight then I'll have to

We weren't even thinking about tomorrow

Here I am sitting with a broken heart

I wish I didn't have to think about tomorrow

Please pick up