The under line is ace talking like in her head or her alter his name is hades he's the under line
she says I'm toxic look don't get me wrong I am ...toxic that is but she can't get enough of me I don't get jealous she doesn't get a rise out of me she flirted with brandon right in my face and even went so far as to fuck some dude in our bed or my bed she's just sleeping in it
I wanted to kill Brandon when I saw this Shit happening so I grabbed her and we fought I broke his nose he gave me a back eye she saw this and tried to justify her cheating on me but she knows this but can't get enough of me hey but who am I to let her go she cares too much and wants me she wants my attention but I won't give it to her until she showed up at my door in the pouring rain and told me
"I love you god damnit and you don't care when I fucked some dude in our bed you didn't even bat an eyelash why show me thst you fucking car or even fucking in there your dead inside" to which I responded "your the reason I'm dead inside all the shit you did that night flirty with him HE USED YOU HER GROMMED YOU HE ABUSED YOU AND YOU GO BAVK TO HIM I cared to damn much and now that I didn't you wanna hate me I'm givin you what you fucking wanted you wanted this your gonna deal with it or better yet LEAVE"
She was now in tears because she knows I'm right I always am and she knows it's her fault she wanted this she got what she wanted but she need me or she thinks she does "I can't leave you I love you you know that baby please I love you,you love me don't leave"
"God don't you see it I'm hurting you and you won't leave me why Billie I make you cry more then I've made you laugh"
"I wanted this and I'm gonna deal with it because I need you"
Some thing wasn't right she was shaking almost scared she needs me
I pull her to a hug one that she needs and I drop the petty shit and make sure my baby is ok
"It's ok mama don't cry you know I hate seeing you cry tell me what's wrong"
She regained the ability to talk and she says
"He touched me and I told him no but he wouldn't stop and I tried to tell you but you were mad and I don't know why I let him in the house but I didn't want that I didn't want him to do what he did to me"
The root of all the problems was my fault she was r@pĖ and I didn't even see if she was ok I didn't even know what the hell is wrong with me
She pulls me from my thoughts by putting her hands i my face
"Don't do that baby you didn't know I know about your past ok I know how hard it was for you to see that you just thought that what you saw was something different and you were mad and you left and took a breather that's fine I'm ok now I promise"God ace how stupid are you you fucking idiot she didn't want it she need you to save her not to fucking kick his ass and leave SHE NEED YOU SND YOU LEFT HER YOU FUCKING IDIOT SHE NEEDS YOU
"Im so sorry I didn't know baby what I did wasn't right I didn't even as yoh ur side of the story I wasn't there when you need me come on let go"
She go in the car and I drive past the house and drove to my friend aps house (pretend she's in la) she caN watch Billie while I kill him because she's been through enough but him I'm gonna kill him I'm gonna watch him die watch I light drain from his eyes I want to be the last thing he sees
KILL HIM KILL HIM I KNOW YOU WANNA GET BETTER BUT KILL HIM BEAT HIM BLOODY MAKE HIM FEEL THE WAY HE MADE HER FEEL LET OUT ALL OF THE ANGER I KNOW YOUVE BEEN KEEPING IN
LET.IT.OUT
We pulled up and I took Billie in the house and turned to leave and sh caught my hand as I was walking out the door
"Baby please don't don't do it's not worth it just stay here with me we can go home and sleep In the spare bedroom till tomorrow then tomorrow we can get an air bnb then we can get a new mattress and we can even paint the room black"
Ace I know you wanna kill him but you have to pick now don't remember what I said do you you think is right love
"Ok baby but Imma have him killed"
She just gave a look at ace knew she should shut up but for the night they stayed at aps house had sonic cheese tots McDonald's nuggies and Billie had something from her fav vegan restaurantDon't worry lady's and gent he will die
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