chapter 1. the beginning (2012-2013)

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why does he look like a horse

he can't even do anything

he's so untalented

just leave the group already

the group would be so much better without jhorse

i get no fanmail and all the comments are just hate.

walking into the dorm i fall into the sofa, tears stream down my face. i throw my phone across the dorm as yoongi walks in. he sees me but walks straight to the bedroom to sleep. the other members stayed at the studio to practice longer.

"maybe i should just leave"

i whisper to myself as tears stream down my face. i worked so hard for this life but it isn't what i had planned. i just wanted to make my parents happy and help them. the night closes in on me and i close my eyes to escape reality but it only becomes worse. the events panning out in my head shock me awake again and i go to join yoongi in the bedroom.

i cuddle next to him for comfort; he understands my pain right?

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