My Cutting

I hate you

 “I hate you”

i hate you.

i hate you.

i hate you.

all i get from you

is dirty looks. eyes glazed

over with dissapointed.

i withhold my tears. not wanting to show

weakness. you are a monster under a fake smile.

i hate you.

i hate everything you've

made my safe haven become.

i hate what you've done to my family.

made ties falter, split husband, child, wife apart.

but most of all i hate how you turn

around and become so nice yet one wrong

move, and theres a dragon living in my house.

i hate you.

i hate. you.

i hate you.

i freaking hate you.

i hate how i cant screw up.

how i cant be a regular teen around you.

i hate how you always want me to be your little muppet.

i hate how ignorant you are.

i hate always being a dissapointment.

i hate how you make my family cower.

i hate how you make me feel like i always do something wrong.

and i hate how you never see my tears fall.

or my hatred in my eyes.

i hate how i always must show you respect,

even when you deserve none.

i hate how you act towards my mom, my dad, my dog. myself.

so while you continue to make yourself a title and a precious fake profile.

just know

all i want to do

is disown you.

yes. i hate you

that much