Aftermath

Chapter 3

-Back to the present-

-Wonyoung's pov-

-1 week later-

The conversation from Yena unnie still lingers in my mind. Did I really mean it? But her question caught me off guard.

"Is she still worth it?"

At some point I thought she was right, was she still worth it? Is she so damn worth it that I can get hurt again?

But, I just can't give up. I know she loves me, like how much I love her. That horrible thing that happened between us? It was a misunderstanding, I know it is.

Here I am again, I miss her. 

"Wonyoung ah."

I look at beside me, Yuri unnie. I didn't even realize I was having a conversation with her.

"I'm sorry unnie, what was it that you're trying to say?"

Yuri sighs. Sorry unnie, I can't possibly tell you that the reason I am spaced out is because I am still in love with Minju unnie.

"I said, we'll have a little hangout with Eunbi unnie and Hyewon unnie. Are you good to go?"

I find myself smiling, it's been a long time since I've heard from the other unnies. I miss the warmth they give me so, I'll meet them.

"I'd love to go unnie, I miss them too.

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We arrived at Eunbi unnie's apartment and damn, Woolim be taking of her am I right? 

Yuri unnie and I entered and there I saw Eunbi unnie, Hyewon unnie and Chaewon unnie. I guess it's an advantage for returning as a trainee.

"Unnies!"

I ran and gave them a hug each.

"I missed you guys!"

They all said the same thing, god I missed them. It's been a long time since I've seen the unnies, aside from Yena unnie.

"How are you, you big baby?"

Oh, how I miss them calling me baby.

"I'm fine, enjoying my breal. The only schedules I have are photoshoots, and it doesn't even occur everyday!"

Hyewon hugged and exclaims that.

"We are all becoming Instagram superstars!"

We did a group hug. 1/4 of Izone are together again.

After the catching up thingy I just sat on the couch, Eunbi unnie is cooking in the kitchen and Hyewon unnie is pestering her for a bite. Typical Kwangbae.

Someone knocks on the front door. I hear Eunbi unnie shouting.

"Can someone answer the door for me!"

Guess I'll open it for them, I wonder who it is.

I opened the door and it's her.

"Minju unnie."

She's as shock as I am. I can't blame her, we have not seen each other and I know we also didn't want to see each other's face.

"W-wonyoung."

I smiled at her, it wasn't sincere because even if I love her, the anger keeps rising up.

"Hurry up, Eunbi unnie is in the kitchen and I am watching something."

Damn it, I can't take my eyes off her.

She went in and I immediately pulled Yuri unnie in the bathroom.

"Why did you not tell me that Minju unnie is going to be here?"

"I didn't know Wonnie, I didn't know she was invited."

"Damn it, you guys know what happened between us right?"

Yuri unnie sighs.

"It's been months Wonnie, can't you at least put some closure between you two?"

I just hugged her, I am nervous.

"I still love her unnie."

The way those words left my mouth, it left Yuri unnie shock.

"I thought you moved on?"

She was cupping my face and forced me too look her in the eyes.

"I thought so too."

I am clenching my fist.

"She said to me we won't have time for each other, but look at her now!"

I sprint out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen and there I saw her smiling while talking to the unnies. It pisses me off.

"Wonyoung no!" Yuri unnie tried to stop me, but I a much stronger.

"How surprising that you're over here, smiling and having the time of your life."

Everybody was shocked at the tone I am using. But I don't care, I have to say it.

"Remember what you said to me Minju?"

I sat down at the table just in front of her. I didn't even bother calling her unnie.

She just looks down, I want answers.

"I'm sorry."

What does sorry do? Nothing! it barely explain anything damn it!

"Please answer me unnie, why? We could have worked it out, have I not been understanding towards you?"

I didn't even notice tears started falling in my eyes. I just don't get it, she's confusing me.

"I have always been supportive towards you right? I proved to you how much I love you, even if it was Yujin unnie that was inside your heart."

She tried holding my hand, but I pushed it away. I want her explanation not her comfort.

"M-my career Wonyoung I-"

"To hell with your career! Do you see me as a nuisance that, I'd destroy your career?"

The unnies are shocked at my outburst, I just ruined dinner. I couldn't control my anger.

"There are many ways we could have worked it out unnie. Even if we don't see each other as much as often, that's okay for me. Because as long as I get to see you again, I don't care how long I'd wait. I love you so much, that I'd be willing to do many things just to make things work between us.

I was a sobbing mess, I never thought I'd see myself opening up my feelings this way.

"I still love you."

This time she started crying.

"I can't do this, I have to go. I'm sorry for ruining dinner."

I left the apartment and started running away. I couldn't take it, I wanted to scream at her and even slap her but I just couldn't. The moment I saw her cry, I wanted to wipe it.

I didn't know where I was going, I just find myself sitting in a bench as I stared into nothingness.

I feel guilty, Eunbi unnie just wanted to hang out and I let my personal problems get in the way.

I can't help, but cry again. Her words haunting me ever since.

"We should stop, this won't work out."