-Wonyoung's pov-
"Nice to meet you Wonyoung shi."
Here I am face to face with my on screen partner, the leader of Dreamcatcher, Kim Minji sunbaenim.
Her eyesmile is beautiful, Good job Wonyoung, you'll have a kiss scene with her soon how lucky!
"I-it's a pleasure to meet you Minji sunbaenim!"
I bowed deeply to let her know how I respect her as I love their music because it rocks, see what I said there?
She's just continues showing her eye smile to me and proceeds to pinch my cheeks."You are so adorable!"
I can't help but be flustered, my gay ass is in front of a very attractive woman and she is pinching my cheeks!
"T-thank you sunbaenim!"
"Stop being so formal! Just call me unnie from now on okay? I don't want you to be awkward around me in our first day of shooting."
Wow, she's just so comfortable, I don't even see a hint of nervousness around her. She's s awesome.
"Sorry, I'm just nervous unnie. This is my first time to act, I still don't know how I got the part if I'm being honest."
She holds my hand as a way to soothe me.
"Why would you feel uneasy?"
I sighed.
"I just slightly trained in the acting category, also knowing I have a kiss scene with you makes me even more nervous."
She laugh at me, gosh why did I even tell her some unnecessary things? Way to embarrass yourself Wonyoung.
"Oh, silly! Don't worry I'll lead the way when we get to that particular scene."
"But, in some scenes I initiated the kiss."
I pout, I haven't kiss any girl besides Minju and even then she still kind of leads our make out sessions back then.
"Oh, then observe me as I initiate in our first kiss in the script."
She pinches my cheeks again.
"You are just so precious!"
Now she's hugging me tight, wow she is really comfortable with me. Thank God she's not that small or it will be awkward.
-Start of the shooting-
-Still Wonyoung's pov-
"Okay, Wonyoung sshi. Don't be too nervous and just maintain an expression of despair. Because your character sees the world as a dystopia, with the constant insults you've received from homophobic people and all that."
How funny, that is exactly what I'm feeling. But he got me there, I am nervous as hell.
So after that brief advice my pd nim, I'll be shooting my first film and that is me fighting against many . The context is, because I'm gay I get ganged up and I fight back and all that.
"You sure can pack a punch, you dyke!"
The pushed felt way too real but hey you have to make it believable, they don't even punch me since my co stars think I'm too adorable. Really funny since this scene we are filming is nothing but cute.
If you wonder who the co stars are, well they are indie actors for now.
The fight ended with me lying down wounded, three against one is hard.
"Cut!" (Sorry, I don't know how to write a shooting thingy)
Talk about an intro to a story, starting of with a fight already.
So after that first scene we began with Jiu unnie's side of the story and well She looks breathtaking.
Her character's story is kind of sadder than mine, she has everything and after admitting her sexuality she lost it all, including her parents who were killed by homophobic people. That's messed up.
While me? After coming out, my parents accepted me besides the community in my last year of high school which resulted in a fight scene not too long ago.
I gotta say, just by looking at Jiu unnie I get excited why? I will have a future kiss scene with her and my goodness I don't know what to say.
Thinking about Minju unnie and her co-star, they have a lot of differences. Because when we were together with Iz*one in our relationship I was the one initiating the cuddling and all that, I was one clingy baby.
-flashback-
-February 20, 2020-
-Still Wonyoung's pov-
3 days since our fiesta comeback and here we are meeting Wizones again, oh how I missed them.
I sat next to my girlfriend, but on her other side is Yujin unnie sitting beside her.
"Jinjoo!"
Someone from the crowd was shouting that and it made me angry.
I quickly hugged Minju unnie from the back and kissed her cheeks repeatedly, I wanna show people that she's mine.
She just looks back at me and smiles at me, oh my heart is dying.
"Won won, calm down."
I pout at her and just sit back down.
-End of Wonyoung's pov-
-An hour later-
After the fan sign event. the rest of Iz*one have returned to their dorm. Minju wondering where Wonyoung is and found her in her room putting her hands on her face.
"Won won, are you okay?"
Wonyoung looked up teary eyed, and it broke Minju's heart. Ever since they became an item she has never seen her this devastated and Minju had to hug her.
"Hey, what happened? Did a rude fan do something to you?"
Wonyoung returned the hug and buried her face in her lover's neck, just seeking comfort.
"Do you see me as a lover?"
Minju was shocked with the question, they've been dating for a month now. What did she do to make her lover think like this?
"Of course I do! Why would you think like that? Did I do something wrong? Please tell me."
Wonyoung sighs.
"People still ship you with everyone except me, it made me feel like I can't be taken seriously."
Wonyoung looks down.
"I feel like they are right, I'm still a kid and I hate it!"
Minju cups her cheeks.
"Who cares what they think?"
Minju pecks her on the lips.
"I take our relationship very seriously Won won."
Minju sits down on the bed.
"I love you very very much."
They hugged each other as it has been a very long day for them. Moments like these are fun to cherish, even if it's just lying down and cuddling with your lover,
-End of flashback-
Wonyoung proceeds to slap herself.
"All right, stop being a baby Wonyoung."
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Aftermath
FanfictionWonyoung thought that the disbandment of IZ*ONE would help her move on. But her feelings for her grew stronger and it's tearing Wonyoung apart.