when you're feeling like you don't matter anymore
✧༺♥༻∞ gender neutral ✧༺♥༻∞
tw : angsty thoughts, but happy ending
heeseung :
✰ takes your hand and takes you to a beautiful flower field
✰ sits down with you, surrounded by these colorful flowers and listens to you
✰ as he's listening, he's either tucking in pieces of your hair behind your ear or he's softly tracing circles on your hand
✰ "this earth that we're sitting on right now gave you to me. and i'm sorry to mother earth, but i don't plan on letting you going back to them anytime soon."jungwon :
✰ would pull a blanket over you and him as he listens to your concerns
✰ he wouldn't say much, but after you were done talking, he would do face masks with you and tuck you in bed
✰ "for every little thing back then that hasn't gone your way, we can do every little thing together now to paint over those bad ones."jongseong :
✰ would let you cry on him, mostly because he would cry to you too
✰ after your talk session, he would text your family and friends so that when he went to work, he would always have someone you love to watch over you
✰ "i want to show you something"
✰ he would come back from the doctor and show you an x ray of his healthy heart. "you are the reason it's beating. just know we're always connected. and if you feel like yours is broken, we can just stay in mine while yours recovers."jaeyun :
✰ would make a vhs (for those of you who are younger, vhs is basically like a homemade movie) tape of all your moments together
✰ would buy you your favorite flowers and ask you to come sit next to him while you and him watch
✰ the vhs tape would start off with him sitting down, waving and talking in his aussie accent
✰ "hii sweetheart, thank you for taking the time to watch this. if i could put every moment we have in here, i would, but unfortunately 128 gigabytes isn't enough to hold all of it," he jokes.
✰ every day (he would never miss a day) from that day forward, he would always come back home with your favorite flowers in his hand (and if for some reason he couldn't get them, he'd make them himself out of paper and tape).sunghoon :
✰ makes you breakfast every morning before he leaves for work with a different sticky note on it each day
✰ if he was rushing to work and couldn't put one, he'd text you a cheesy food pun that day : "you're my butter half"
✰ and then, he'd show you the surprise he was working on
✰ it's pictures of him when he was figure skating and then it transitions to pictures of him being an idol
✰ "i didn't know who i would be after giving up the one thing i've been doing. and i don't know who i am fully. but the thought is a lot less scarier ever since you came into my life. you became the sunshine on rainy days and i can't picture life ever being as bright without you in it."sunoo :
✰ takes you to the place he asked you out in
✰ one by one the members would give you your favorite snack and then take their leave
✰ from the top of his lungs, sunoo shouts, "I AM SO HAPPY THAT Y/N WAS CREATED. DO YOU HEAR THAT UNIVERSE? FUCK YOU FOR HURTING THEM, BUT ALSO THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE BIGGEST BLESSING OF MY LIFE! PAIN DOESN'T LAST FOREVER, BUT WE WILL!"
✰ then he walks over to to give you the biggest pick up hug and kiss on your foreheadriki :
✰ this boy has only ever known physical activity and physical touch to relieve his feelings
✰ so he'd take you to all these arcades, beautiful beaches, even to japan
✰ "sometimes, i would cry to the hyungs because of how lonely i was. i mean, i'm not a korean boy. the parks here don't warm my heart. this wasn't where i grew up. but when i met you, i became lucky to be your boy. whenever you're around, i feel at home. i feel like everything i left behind is suddenly right here in front of me. it's because of you that korea has one more happier soul and i'll work hard everyday making sure that this earth has one more happier y/n".
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