Pure

Chapter 1:

*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP*

My alarm clock went off at 7am but I was already awake. Truth be told I didn't get a bit of sleep on the eve of my wedding night. My body laid still with anticipation and fear. Maybe more fear than anything. I was marrying the man of my dreams at 2pm today but this man came with a lot of skills that I didn't have. Yes I'm afraid about the honeymoon sex. I've never had sex. I made a commitment a long time ago to stay pure till the day I got married. It hasn't been easy.

Especially when dating one of the biggest pop stars of the decade. I've heard your first time is a painful experience. So painful it brings tears to your eyes and in no way are they tears of joy. My fiancé is no virgin and I except that he's had a past before me. But I fear that this night won't live up to his expectations. But my to excited mother that slept in the bedroom next to me came storming into m room not but ten minute after my alarm went off and interrupting my long winded thoughts and fears.

"Bloody hell Jessica you look like you haven't slept in days!" My mother said like it was some big surprise.

"What gave it away?" I said sarcastically. She huffed and puffed for a moment then pulled back my covers.

"Come, come. You've got to get up and get ready." She said as she shooed me out of bed. I let out a deep and noticeable sigh as I almost literally rolled my sleep deprived body out of bed. We went through the day preparing mostly my wicked awful face. The bags under my eyes could probably tell you when the last full night of sleep I had was. My hair took almost 3 hours to fix and perfect. And then when 1pm rolled around it was time to put on my dress. After I put it on the fears began to take over. I tried my best to push back the tears threatening to pour down my cheeks. My mother was in a panic state and didn't know what else to do but to bring him to me.

"Jess?" I heard his deep raspy voice say through the door.

"Go away." I mumbled back.

"Jess please talk to me. Are you still nervous about the honeymoon?" He asked.

"You've been with so many other girls and what if I'm not as good. What if you're marrying the worst sex partner ever?" I said.

He didnt say anything but I heard a chair being dragged. Then the door was pushed open. I wrapped my hands around my dress as if that would help it to be unseen but I quickly withdrew my hands as I noticed he wasn't standing there. Only his arm stuck out from around the

door.

"You will be the most perfect wife. Men every where will event just how perfect you are. And I have no doubt in my mind that you will be the best sex partner I've ever had." He said sincerely. I walked towards his hand and placed mine in his.

"Okay. I can do this." I said reassuring him that I wasn't going to chicken out.

"I'll see you at the alter love." He said and by the tone of his voice I knew he was smiling ear to ear. And all to soon his hand was gone and I could hear his footsteps fade away.

"Ready sister?" My big brother Daniel said to me as he held his arm out. I smiled and nodded as I wrapped my arm in his. We walked down the hall and to the double doors that held my fate behind them. The music began and the doors were opened. My knees got weak as I walked down to my handsome soon to be husband. I was about to marry my best friend. I was about to marry Harry Styles and begin forever with him. And as I walked down to him flash backs of when we first met flooded my memory.