Drug Love [Completed]

CH. 20

“Well, that was nice,” Tae giggled, earning a smile from me.

I was currently lying on his chest while he was running his fingers down my back as gently as possible. That, along with the sound of his heartbeat, could easily make me sleep.

“I could use other words instead of “nice”.

“I’m trying to be a gentleman, ok?” I chuckled along with him, feeling the vibration of his chest under me.

I was aware of every part of our body that was touching, feeling his warm, soft skin against mine. I felt at peace like I hadn't felt in a long time, and if I could I would keep this moment forever. In that cozy state, cuddled up together, the rest of the world and its worries ceased to exist for a precious few moments.

I crossed my arms on top of his belly and rested my chin on my forearms, looking at him. He then glared down at me and caressed my cheek.

“I still can’t believe that you’re here, y’know” he whispered “Can I keep you in this bed forever?” he chuckled and I followed him.

“I wouldn't be against it if you tried” he smiled boyishly and deposited both hands on my face and pulled me into a short, sweet kiss that ended with both of us grinning foolishly at each other.

“You know, when you joked that you may have a tattoo, I would never have imagined it would be like that” he bit his lip.

“I can’t just tell you everything, otherwise how would I surprise you from time to time?” that made me smile.

“How long do you have it?”

“A few months ago”

“Does it have a story behind it?”

“It does, but that’s for another moment” he smiled and spinned us so I was under him and his lips found mine.

I don’t think I could ever get tired of kissing Kim Taehyung, he’s like a drug I can’t get away from. I’m addicted and I won’t deny it. His hand went down my curves until it reached my waist, leaving a hot trail where it touched my skin. He pulled back a little to look at me and placed a lock of hair behind my ear. His strong gaze shuddered me all over and I couldn’t look away from his chocolate orbes.

I could only imagine how I looked. My hair was a scattered mess all over the pillow, my makeup was mostly gone and I could tell that my lips were probably swollen and my neck red from all the kissing. Yet he eyed me with adoration like he loved the sight in front of him.

“I'm wondering about something,” he whispered.

“What is it?” I tilted my head.

“You have a singularity tattoo” he ran his finger over the tattoo on my rib without taking his eyes off me “I’m curious about it”

“Oh…” I turned my attention to my fingers, slightly embarrassed. When was the last time I felt this way? Gosh, this boy is really messing with my head. I’m simping hard “This is gonna sound stupid but it's actually because of a blog” Tae’s brow furrowed in question.

“A blog?”

“Yeah. I think it belongs to a boy and he usually posts about how much he loves photography, art and stuff and how he can't follow his dreams because of his family. One day he wrote about Singularity and how there’s some types of love that can actually hurt us. How some people put a mask on and mold themselves into someone else because they don’t think they deserve to be loved and end up incapable of loving themselves. And how important it is to be singular and I identify with that so much. Before I started dating Junseo I used to do that, I was changing my personality in order for others to like me and stop harassing me. And this boy’s words really helped me. I found that blog 1 year ago I guess, and I don't miss a post ever since” Tae stared at me for a long time before opening his mouth.