Just leave already...

Leave

"Can you tell me were he lives jay" I ask here after I take in the news
"Um he lives two blocks away from the plaza I only know because Jonathan told me Saturday night when you came to jases house and asked me to come over like old times " I was shocked once again this was so much I couldn't even speak the man who left me lives 15 min away I still can't believe he left me after mother died 7 years ago . someone's holding me but I can't look at anyone just the floor then I hear Andrews voices in my ear " it's okay how about we get you updstair and lay you down okay " I sigh and he picks me up and brings me to jases room and lays me in the bed an I fall a sleep I. His arms .

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I'm standing outside of my father Dave's house I knock and a man opens it " my I help you " he ask " I'm looking for Dave " he looks at me weird " that would be me how may I help you young lady " good it him " I'm dahlia sky your daughter you left me when I was 10 after my mother josie died from a car accident looking at him pissed off " so what do want Lila " he said closing his door stepping in the porch "I wanna know if you ever loved me as a daughter or were you like everyone else who lied and left me to frend for myself while I was broken 'dad' " looking in his eyes " Lila I never fucking loved you no one does or will love so pull your head from your ass and grow up an move on I left because I was finally free the only reason I stood was because your mom was Alive and I loved her but you were a mistake did you know you ha a sister named falcon rose she died 3 years old because the house caught on fire while we were sleeping and she died and that's why I don't love you because you survived she was you twin and he fucking died so I hate you for living and not her so die Lila for all I care because I don't love never will now go " he said with a smile " I had a twin and I will leave but not just here earth forever all because of you Dave but .... goodbye I wish you were never my father and I new my sister falcon rose but you won't ever see me again no one will " walking away tears in eyes falcon rose on mind and death in sight.