Just leave already...

Goodbye ...

I couldn't think why didn't no one tell me . I mean I always thought I was an only child but I had a sister and she died and I lived but not for long everyone wants me dead then they'll get what they wished for so this is goodbye. To everyone tonight .... "Lila are you okay " but I ignore who ever asked me that but I think it was Adion I just go straight updstair and lock the door behind me and I break . I scream and I hit the wall I throw everything off the dresses and cry my eyes off then I grabbed my bad from under the bed and found my blade and cut not one single cut but several they were deep and blood everywhere "Lila are you okay in there , let me in I wanna help " it was jordon I could tell by here voice "I'm fine leave me alone please ". I heard her go down the steps and I walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and I can't even look at my self I'm not worth it , no one will love me , I'm a little over weight I'm pale I'm broke I'm nothing but a waste of space I'm tired of fighting everyday to be happy when I'm not. someone's banging on the door but I'm to dizzy to answer i find a bottle of Advil and take them all ...then I fall and i know I'm dying but it's not like people say I don't see a light I see all my memories with jordon and Adion an jase and even Andrew ! And how I looked happy flash before my eyes in seconds there gone then it goes pitch black and I feel like I'm still breathing but lightly but I'm in another world almost and I see something I wished to see ever since that day but I also saw something else but there not somethings there people I never got to say goodbye to its falcon and mom .

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Jordon had just called me saying something's wrong with Lila she said she didn't even say hi when she got back from seeing her dad she worried.
She been in the room for almost a hour screaming and throwing stuff then she said it got quiet and heard crying she and Adion tryed going up and helping her but she wouldn't my open the door so I told her I be there in 10 but I was two blocks away at a store looking at stuff I thought Lila would like . I ran into the house and jase waved me upstairs it's to quiet I don't like the feeling "jase I feel like something's not right come with me your her best friend. She might want you not me " he nodded and followed me "Lila are you okay let me in I can help " but no ones answering I can hear her crying the waters running "Lila come on open up please it's okay "this time jase tryed but she wouldn't open it got really quiet but the water was still running and I looked at jase I knew what she was doing "move jase this might not be a pretty sight , Ever noticed Lila only wears long sleeves and when she wore the dress she had her wrist covered she's a cutter I think and I believe that's what's she's doing now so move I have to break the door in " he looked shocked and I hit he door with my shoulder an I heard something fall sounded like Lila I hit it full force and saw blood every wear , I ran to his bathroom and saw Lila passes out not moving and a bottle of Advil empty her arms all cut up fuck this can't be happing not now "jase call 911 get a ambulance now I picked Lila up and sat in the tub and I put it on freezing cold water and I stuck my fingers down her throat making her throw up and then I took my shirt and cleaned every cut like it I was cutting a bomb I was carful not to make a wrong move because they were deep and blood everywhere " jase where's the damn ambulance she barly breathing now "I screaming holding Lila why would she do this I can't lose her I love her and I would never let this happen I I went why didn't she tell me " Lila stay with me please I love you please stay with meeee I can't lose you done die on me please I need you " I was cryin with her in my arms "please " jases behind me crying and so is Adion and jordon they heard it all " ambulance everyone move will take it from here , now young man on three your going to help us put her on the stretcher since your holding her in he tub ,1...2....3 lift .....now whose coming in the bus" I lifted my hand " I will jase bring jordon and Adion to the hospital and meter us there " he nods and they all jump in the car and speed off then in the bus Lila starts to stop breathing but they now have her on a oxygen machine and she still passes out but Alive

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Lila~

"Please" that's all I heard and I know the voice too it's Andrew he saved me but before I can Speak I'm out but still alive I think it up to him to make the next move but I owe him big Time!

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I know this chapter was a little dramatic and I'm sorry if you didn't like that but I'm talking to another author. We'll book writer and his advice have me this idea but keep reading