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A long silence, as I heard Jill's neutral voice, "So during the time between 6 and 8 - when this was going on -", Lyle took a deep breath, "did you tell your brother?"

"No",  "Did you do something to your brother?", this time also I stopped breathing for some seconds

Lyle stayed silent for a while, as he looked down

I couldn't imagine...

"yes"

I looked at Erik, who was crying really bad at that point, I couldn't read him completely, but you clearly could see how stressed out he was

"What did you do to your brother?", " I'd took him out to the woods, whenever I felt like...I would take him out sometimes and uh"

I looked over at Erik again. He cried, sobbed but tried not to,"I took uh a toothbrush also and I played with him the same way", still looking at Erik, I felt like it was the first time he heard Lyle saying that

Back to Lyle, you could see his regret, I believe he really did. But also, he was little and he saw it from their - out father, what could have he done..

"And I'm sorry", Lyle adds. The long silence which was in the room, you only could hear...sobs. Mostly lyles, as he had the micro in front of him. But also Erik...and Andy

"You alright?", I asked him and he looked at me "Yea yea", I nodded "you knew about it", I kind of say without looking at him

I felt him staring at me for some seconds but then it stopped, he looked away, without answering my "question"

Everyone looked up again, as Jill asked another question

When will it end..?

"It stopped for you when you were eight. Now at age 13, did you think it might happen To someone else?", Lyle nodded, "yes"

"And who did you think it was happening to?", He looked at Erik, "Erik"

Later that day

I took out the card from my bag, which I needed to open the hotel room door. After 2 minutes of struggle, I got it and entered the room. I took off my shoes and changed into something comfortable

I removed my make up, turned on Netflix and laid in my bed. I really was feeling exhausted, I could imagine how the boys felt

It was 3pm at the moment, today ended quite early. Andy and I want to meet at 7pm in front of the hospital where Ellie stayed at, she could leave today

I still had 3 and a half hour, so I decided to continue my series, Money heist. I loved it. I have already watched it 4 times, but ut literally never gets boring

Spoiler money heist season 1 or 2

I laughed out loud, as Berlin put Tokyo on a table and pushed her out of the building. She deserved. Even though she will come back and she'll be the reason why Moscow will die :(((

I continued watching the show as i noticed that it already was 6:30 pm. I stood up and got ready. I stayed in my sweatpants, I only changed my shirt and left the apartment

"Hey you alright?", I turned my head in Andy's direction and nodded, "yea, yea I'm good", after 7 minutes we arrived at Ellies hospital and we entered the building. We took the elevator and went up to the 3rd floor

I knocked at her door and opened it, "lauuu", she got excited and I smiled, "Hey, are you ready to leave?", I asked her while Andy started packing her stuff. She nodded and a nurse entered the room, "Ah, Mr. Cano, here to pick up Ellie, I've already got all the paper done, you just need to sign them. 

While he was signing them, I helped Ellie getting into her wheelchair. It was horrible to see her in that thing. Jose really was a bastard. After everything was finished, we left the building and drove home. I stayed in my hotel for that night. I was so exhausted, I hope the whole drama is ending soon, I almost can't take it any longer...