Mia
I didn't want to kiss him but some part of did. I didn't want to be hurt again but right now all I wanted was for Naill's lips to be on mine. I closed my eyes and leaned in brushing my lips with his. Naill put his hand on my cheek and gently pulled my head closer to his, parting his lips to meet mine. It felt perfect. Butterflies were fluttering my stomach and it felt like electricity was running through my veins. I didn't want it to stop. But unfortunately we had to pull apart for breath.
We were both breathing heavily and looking each other in the eye.
Naill
I don't know what just happened. The moment it...it felt right. It was more then right...it was perfect. It had all the adrenaline in it like in the movies. Butterflies in your stomach, electricity through your veins and fireworks exploding all around you. It had to be one of the best kisses ever. No...it WAS the best kiss ever. It was different. It had emotion in it. Like your putting all your feelings that you've bottled up for so long into one kiss. I didn't want it to end but we had to pull apart for breath.
It was silent for a minute before I decided to speak. I knew we shouldn't have kissed, so with guilt I opened my mouth to say "um...I'm s-sorry...i-i didn't mean to kiss you." I was slightly shaken by Mia's reply "y-you k-know I k-kissed you back," she said shifting her gaze from the floor to meet my eyes. I didn't know what to say next so I did the first thing that came to my mind. I leaned in again and slowly kissed Mia and thing is she kissed back without hesitation, telling me she wanted this as much as I did. It was same as the last kiss but it had some change to it... like I had Mia's approval to kiss her. It felt good, kissing someone after a long time, it gave a warm feeling, one that I didn't mind keeping forever...
Mia
I didn't want to kiss him back the second time but something made me. Like there was a force pulling me towards him. It felt good but wrong at the same time. Kissing Niall was another step towards trusting and loving again but at the same time memories of the day of the funeral came flooding back making me pull away from Niall's soft lips.
"i-s everything ok?" Niall stuttered.
"um...yeah. I-i c-cant do this. I'm sorry," I sighed with my head down. Not knowing what to do next I picked the guitar up and ran all the way to the daisy field, tears waiting to spill.
"the day I first meet you, you told me you'd never fall in love.
And now that I get you, I know fear is what it really was.
Now here we are so close, yet so far haven't I pass the test.
When will you realize, baby I'm not like the rest." I sang to the strumming of the guitar.
I had tears in my eyes. The song reminded me of mum. The day she died I remember as soon as I got home I turned my ipod on and found myself listening to demi lovato. She became my idol after I found out all the things she had gone through as a child. It was honestly heart breaking. And her song 'Give your heart a break' always calmed me down.
Niall
I don't know what I did wrong. I kissed her and she kissed back... twice. Until she got up and left. Leaving me on her bed confused, just like the first time I met her. I was confused. Mia was indeed a very mysterious girl.
Not knowing what to do next I got of the bed and decided to go the one place that I could express my feelings. The daisy field...
"her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like there not shining.
Her hair,her hair falls perfectly without her trying.
She's so beautiful and I tell her everyday.
Yeah
I know, I know when I compliment her she won't believe me."I sang to Bruno Mar's 'Just the way you are'. It was honestly was a beautiful song.
I was singing along and just like the other day I heard another voice. Following where it came from I ended up in the same place as where I met Mia. The swings at the end of the field.
There she was playing her guitar and singing to demi lovato. She looked gorgeous.
When she finished I slowly went up to her and sat on the swing beside her.
"you know we should stop making a habit of meeting this way." I said making her chuckle. God her laugh was addictive.
"yeah we should" she mumbled back. I could see from her eyes she was guilty if walking away like that.
"you know I never meant to kiss you?" I said, quickly regretting it.
"really?" she mumbled.
"no...I mean yes. I mean I didn't have an intention of kissing you... it kinda just happened. But it was a good kiss." I said mumbling the last part so only I could hear it.
"it was a good kiss" i heard Mia mumble to herself. I guess she heard me.
After a minute of silence I decided to speak up and ask her a question that had been circling my mind since the day we met.
"um...can I ask you something?"
"yeah sure" Mia said unsure.
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